Autistic trust

Chp.4 beach day =trouble

**3 weeks later**

Ariana's POV
It's been 3 weeks since I have adopted Justin we were planning on taking him to the beach today. Like the reason is we want to see how he reacts to the water and all the other people and the sand. So pretty much we just really want to see how it goes I walked up stairs to Justin's and Dylan's and Cody's room. Justin hey buddy wake up we're going to the beach today come on let's get going were going to have some fun today. Come on it's going to be fun and all that there is sand there is water it's like a big amusement park. We walked to the 4 SUV I put Justin in his new car seat were going to the beach buddy you ready I gave him his bottle that had breast milk in it eat up buddy. Finally we got to the beach 2 hours later we were watching Justin playing on the sand with the shovel and bucket. "who's the little guy playing with the shovel and bucket" that is my son his name is Justin. "How old is he looks over the age of 21 and he's a cutie." No he is 5 years old he has infantroroasis witch is type 3 autism it causes him to stutter and have weak muscle growth pretty much honestly. He has a rare autism "oh well then he's adorable". Thank you and the thing is he's not biological mine he's adopted. We watched him for the next couple of minutes he got up walked to the water touched it and let out a screeched. It's okay buddy it's just water that is really cold. He waddled towards me and grabbed the ball that has several colors on it he threw it down on the ground that's when he started crying. I got walking to him hey sweetheart what's wrong why did you throw the ball down is everything alright. He lightly pushed me away hey what is wrong with you I'm just making sure if you are alright you don't have to push me. That's when he pushed me again hey No sir that is a No sir you don't push me away I'm trying to help you play and have a great time we're going home now. "I do-don't wan-wanna go ho-home y-your b-being me-mean let go of me mom-mommy I do-don't l-like you any-more" I ignored it my family already went home so it's just me and Justin come on Justin lets go home. I finally got him into his car seat I drove home wondering why is he acting like this he's my sweet little boy. We pulled into the driveway lets get you cleaned off with the hose I pulled his shorts of I hosed him down. Lets go inside okay come on Justin I'm not very happy right now with you Justin. I got him into the room he shares with Dylan and Cody getting him ready for bed. Okay hey stop sit down, sit down now Justin stop this is when I thought I couldn't get any better he started screaming started to hit and throw things. He is kicking he's spitting on toys Justin please stop what's wrong. that's when he started to hit himself hey don't hit yourself buddy baby stop. MOM DAD please come here I need your help please he's having a meltdown. "Honey what's oh my gosh Justin Drew Bieber Grande stop this right now me and my husband grabbed his arms pulling them back stop this right now we wanna help but you won't let us." Justin please stop look at me look at mommy baby it's okay tell me what's wrong look at mommy. He started to flail his arms and head around baby your gonna hurt yourself if you don't stop. Okay let's just leave him alone for a while lets see if he stop we left the room quickly. Okay Dylan and Cody don't enter your room for a while "why not it's our room so what if he's having a meltdown". Well I care you is could get hurt he's throwing and kicking so don't go in your room until I tell you. It was later that night maybe 7:30 and Justin was put in his room at 4:30 so he has been in there for 3 straight hours. I got up Walked to Justin's room opening the door to see Justin laying there on the carpet there were thinks everywhere. I had no idea why he went into a meltdown like this I sat next to him kissing his head everything is going to be alright. I promise Justin I don't go back on a promise he stirred and mumbled something. I got up I tried to pick him up come on buddy lets get you in bed he looked up at me. "I'm um am v-very v-very so-sorry a-about my be-behavior to-today mom-mommy." Sweetie it's alright it's not really your fault baby you got upset for some reason at the beach and you started to get upset at me cause I was trying to help you. He looked down ashamed of himself baby don't get upset your fine just lets go to sleep okay. I walked down to the kitchen my mom and dad were down there drinking coffee this late at night hey thank you guys for helping me with Justin earlier. "Honey it's okay he has autism your life now is going to be different maybe the beach is not his thing he is a sweet little boy maybe something bit him while we were there. Hun like you said to all the kids and stuff he has a rare autism that he can't help Justin can't control what he does. Like what Is the plan for tomorrow." This is going to be even worse he has a doctors check up including shots and stuff like that and what I mean by shots is like 6 including the Vitamin K shot that I heard hurts more than just a plain shot. "Oh that's going to hurt and the tantrum he threw today maybe he won't you'll just have to keep him like busy while it is happening." Maybe he won't just depends on the mood he wakes up with tomorrow. Alright I'm going to bed night I walked to the bedroom that was connected to my sons room then there was a knock on my door hearing the word mommy. I got up walked to the door to see Justin standing there baby what's wrong "I'm um Hun-hungry mom-mommy". Okay come on let's get you fed shall we walking to the bed I uncovered myself he started feeding hey buddy I need to bring something up about tomorrow. He grabbed me letting me know that he was listening tomorrow we are going to the doctors office and your going to have a check up and your going to have to get a couple of shots. And I just want you to know that it is going to hurt but you will be In my lap the whole time. He nodded and continue feeding I ran my fingers through his hair. Your such a good boy even though your behavior today was way off your are my good little boy. and I can tell you this right now I will never send you back to that orphanage you are a sweet lovable boy that just needs to be taken care of and loved by someone that understands you. And I understand you almost completely you might be different from the others but your way more special than any other person well I love all my kids the same kissing his head softly. "Mom hey my Xbox ain't working your new adopted son probably has something to do with it he shouldn't even be here." I had enough of your attitude Dylan I mean he's did have a meltdown earlier but who says he broke the Xbox. Just stop he's a little kid why can't you be the big brother he needs. "I don't want to be his big brother I don't want him here I wish you never brought him here" Justin was shaking while Dylan was yelling at me and Justin. Stop yelling your scaring Justin "see that's all you care about" no it's not the only reason that I'm with him so much is because he has autism he has problems he can't be alone for for 10 minutes or he will get upset why am I arguing with you go to bed or go watch TV. He left tears went down my face I looked at Justin he was laying there with tears soaked eyes. Kissing him on the head softly I picked him up placed him under the covers I got a big t-shirt on and then I went to bed. But then I got out a gain and went to the bathroom brushed my teeth and hair and then cleaned my face. Then I closed the other boys room door closed goodnight you guys no answer walking back to the bed room I went to bed with Justin curled into a ball right next to me. but I couldn't sleep for some reason looking at Justin for some reason I had like that feeling something bad was going to happen I don't know why so I forced myself to sleep