blue rose smut+

8-

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a week later

its been a week, i didn't help luanna how she needed me to help her. i couldn't touch her and she wasn't feeling well... what i wanted was to do it when she was in her right mind and she didn't wanted to do that because of lust.

i got up from my bed spot and took a deep breath. the pheromones were gone already and everything seemed at ease now... i smiled looking at lu which was sleeping peacefully in her fluffy onesies and left the room to the kitchen to find josh busy cooking, "whats the breakfast today??" he looked at me smiling "morning master, pancakes, i've discovered luanna likes them." i nodded smiling and took a deep breath.

i felt less angry and less aggressive.. should i be thanking luanna or... what?? since i remember i always was like this, being a cave wolf wasn't easy for me, i was left by my parents and i never had a family love or a partner... me and yuan were friends from such a young age but even then i was rude to everyone and i grew up always disrespecting others or talk rude to others cause i was the powerful wolf among others... i was rejected by my mate olivia who loved yuan... everyone loved him... i always wished i was like him... and always wished i had what he had... the reason i brought luanna here was to make him scared and stressed so he comes after her... but he never came for her. he would stay in his spot and cry day and night and drink or snooze but never tried for her... i wonder how awful luanna will feel if i tell her all the stuff happening... i would protect her no matter what... luanna deserved a better man then a kid who can't even take a revenge even if i was stronger then him... he should have tried at least...

i took a deeper breath stared at the ceiling "anything bothering you sir??" i heard josh "i thing i love luanna." he gasped looking at me "a-are you for real?!" i looked at him frowned "what you think? look at how calm and wise i've became by just spending time with her even ella is more comfortable with me after the heat day." he hummed then frowned "you said ella??" i nodded as he looked at me frowing "ella weren't olivia's wolf??" i frowned looking at him "what." he sighs "olivia's wolf, when we meet her, her name was ella too, with icy blue eyes." then it hit me...

the first day when me and olivia met she became so angry and she left knowing i was her mate and when she came back she smelled different... she.. she used to steal luaana's scent?! that- oh fuck!

i left to bedroom in a rush and find luanna awake doing the bed yawning "oh mowning damien.." she turned to me as i panted "l-lu i have a question." she nodded and rubbed her head "go on." i took a deep breath "did olivia steal your scent to get to yuan??" she nodded and sighs "she was the reason we even met and we became mates unexpectedly... why??" I took a deep breath "oh... I just wanted you to know... I know ella." she gasped softly "so that's why she hates you so much??" I line smiled looking at her... ella you... "even if I made her uncomfortable is not my fault I didn't know to to treat others..." I whispered as lu hummed "its okay... I also actually have a question too." I hummed nodding as she walked closer to me "do you have a pen and papers or a laptop??" I titled my head frowned a bit "yeah I have both but why??" she played with her shirt "I... I actually want my stuff back and Im a novelist I miss writing... I wanna do it again..."

Why is she cute... why am I speak the words I would never use??

I took a deep breath and hummed "where is your stuff... I'll bring them for you." she gasped looking at me "r-really??" I nodded and got surprised as she jumped up squealing and kissed my cheek "thank you! Lets eat first then go!" and she ran past me...

I touched my cheek and sighs smiling... she really was precious... I will not lose her no matter what.

After we were done eating I got my coat and took a deep breath heading to the main door "damien!" I turned to luanna as she ran to me "m-my stuff, they are at the house you c-came to take me." I hummed "alright then I'll be back soon." she nodded silently as I leaned and kissed her head leaving to yuan's private mansion. I hope he didn't bring olivia there... cause she is a bitch she will damage anything she know belongs to luanna.