Fascism.

Chapter 8

Harry's pov

It's been a week exactly since I told Louis I would never love him. He's been quiet and distant ever since. I'm beginning to get worried about him. He's acting quite depressed. I walked in our bedroom to see him curled up into the blankets. "Louis. Get up. Get a shower now." I ordered. "What's the point?" He asked. "The point is this isn't normal! You've been in bed for a week straight only getting up to pee and eat a little something every now and then. It's not healthy and I've had enough of this. Either get up and shower now or I'm going to paddle you for 2 hours." I warned. "Then paddle me then. I'm not moving." He spoke stubbornly. "Louis get up NOW!" I yelled. He jumped slightly and closed his eyes tightly. "O-okay. I'll get up. Just don't use that voice again please." He stuttered getting out of bed. "You're seriously more scared of my voice than a paddling?" I asked. "Yes sir. You scare me. A lot." He answered. "Don't be scared of me Louis. Please don't." I sighed. "I can't help it." He spoke shyly. "I'll never abuse you. I'll punish you but I'll never abuse you. You know that right? There are laws against abusing the poor. I'm not going to break my own laws." I told him. Yes, I'm not all bad. Surprise! "But You've already hurt me worse than any pain I've ever felt before." He spoke quietly. "Oh really? How's that?" I asked hoping it was a harsh spanking. "I love you sir. There's no turning back now." He whispered. Fucking hell. "Go. Get out of my sight." I ordered. He choked on a sob and ran out. I couldn't bring myself to actually punish him for crying this time. I just severely damaged him. He may never be the same again. He showered for a little over an hour. Usually it takes 10 minutes. I sat on the bed with my head in my hands silently cursing myself. I'm such a dick. He walked out dressed in one of my favorite shirts and boxers. "Please go away sir. I want to sleep." He said politely. "No. You're not getting in that bed again until I say so. From now on you'll be getting up when I tell you and going to bed when I tell you. I've had enough of this Louis." I spoke sternly. "Please. I don't think I can be up for much longer." He whimpered. "If you argue again, I'll spank you." I warned. "Harry please." He whispered. "Wow. You argued yet again and you failed to call me sir. What am I going to do with you?" I asked mockingly. "Paddle me." He guessed. "No. Not this time. You're not ready for the paddle yet." I sighed. He's so frightened of me. "Then spank me?" He guessed again. "Yes, how long should I spank you for Louis?" I asked. "10 minutes?" He asked. "No silly. That's not long enough. Maybe 20 minutes." I said thoughtfully. "Sir, please. Just 10. I'll be good." He protested. "15 minutes wearing the panties." I told him. "Yes sir. I'll do it." He said quickly. I threw a pair of panties at him that said "Spank me! It's the only way I'll learn!" On the back of them. He grimaced but nodded his head at me. He slipped off his boxers tripping and falling in the process. He let tears rush down his cheeks. I walked over to him and helped him stand. "Alright enough with the Tears baby girl. You're okay." I sighed. When I first started talking he jumped and cowered away from me but relaxed when I called him baby girl. "What's wrong with you? You've never been this scared of me." I asked confused. "Never hurt me like this before." He shrugged. "I'm sorry Lou. I really am but I can't love you." I told him cupping his cheek with my hand. "Why not? Am I just that unlovable?" He asked. "No of course not baby girl. I just never learned to love and that's not something anyone can teach me." I told him kissing his head. "So you're not even willing to try?" He asked. "Louis I can't keep you forever, your parents will get enough money to buy you back and you'll be gone." I told him. "I don't want to go back. I love you. I want to stay with you." He whispered. "Maybe after a year or so I'll buy you permanently if by some miracle you still love me and get me to love you as well. Don't make this a challenge Lou. If I'm meant to love you, it'll happen on its own." I told him. "Yes sir. Thank you sir." He grinned for the first time in a week. "I'm sorry to ruin your happiness but you still need punished." I spoke softly. "Sir? Can I be over your lap? It's more comforting than laying on the bed." He asked. "Of course baby girl." I smiled softly. He's my boy. Only mine. He pulled the panties on and laid across my legs. "I'm starting baby girl." I warned setting the timer for 10 minutes instead of 15 and bringing my palm down onto his upturned bum. I made a pattern out of it like usual but this time it was a lot slower. I've already punished him enough today. I don't want to break the boy. Maybe I already have. "Soon the timer went off and I sighed happily Since I didn't have to go on spanking the poor kid. I sat him on my lap and let him cuddle into me. "You shortened it didn't you?" He smiled up at me. I nodded. "Thank you sir." He spoke softly. "You're welcome sweets." I told him kissing his forehead. "I love you sir." He told me. I sighed and just kissed his head. "I'm so sorry baby." I whispered as he began to fall asleep on my lap. He smiled softly just before he fell asleep. I'm not going to let him sleep long though. We're going out today. No arguments. If he doesn't like it then I guess he'll be miserable the whole time. He is however coming with me.

I let him sleep for about an hour before I walked back into my room to see him sitting up and rubbing his eyes. "Good morning sunshine." I mocked his tired expression. "Morning daddy." He smiled sleepily at me. "How's my baby girl doing?" I asked. "Fine." He replied blushing. "Want to go out and eat?" I asked. "Yeah." He answered surprising me. "Alright well get ready then." I told his ruffling his hair. "Yes sir." He replied jumping up and getting ready.

Louis pov

When Harry asked if I wanted to go out and eat I got super fucking excited. He hasn't taken me out of this house for so long! I'm not allowed to leave by myself. Even if it is to take a walk to clear my head. I have to have him with me. Oh well at least he's taking me out. I got ready quickly and rushed downstairs to see Harry pulling on his boots. "Thank you so much for taking me out." I spoke happily. "No problem baby girl." He said confused. (1234 words sorry thought it was cool)
We went to apple bees and we both got a steak. Him ordering a beer with his and me having a lemonade with mine. "Sir?" I asked after taking a drink of my lemonade. "Yeah baby?" He answered making my heart swell. Everything he does is just so perfect. "I just wanted to say thank you." I replied. "Baby, it's fine." He chuckled. "How's work?" I asked curiously. "Pretty good, had an arrest yesterday." He shrugged. "For what?" I asked sipping my drink. "Abuse." He answered. "You were serious? There's laws against that?" I asked. "Of course there is. The point in buying someone that's poor is to give them a better life." He shrugged. "So taking them from their parents and using them for sex is a better life?" I asked. "You can't use the poor for sex. That's a law. And yes you're living a better life now then you were with your parents." He explained. "oh." I said softly. "I mean if you were to absolutely hate me after a month of being here I would have to by law send you back to your parents." He explained. "But I love you. And I love my parents too." I said confused. "I'll let you see your parents whenever you want." He told me. "Really?!" I asked surprised. "Yes! I'm not that terrible!" He exclaimed. "Thank you sir." I smiled. "It's no problem baby." He chuckled. "Can I see them tomorrow?" I asked. "Yeah I just have to be with you." He shrugged. "Thank you so much!" I said happily. "Again, no problem." He smirked. "Sorry I'm just not used to all this, being spoiled you know?" I asked. "Yeah I know." He chuckled. I smiled and blushed hiding my face. "You're so cute." He laughed. "Please stop." I groaned. "Alright I'll stop." He chuckled. We finished the rest of our meal and Harry paid the check. We walked hand in hand out to his car. "Tonight was actually really good. Thanks." I told him on our ride home. "Glad you enjoyed it." He smiled. "You're not helping me get over how much I love you. You're actually making me love you that much more." I told him. "That's alright. I'll try to love you too I guess." He shrugged. "Really?!" I asked excitedly. "Yeah, why not." He asked. "You've just made me the happiest person ever!" I squealed. He chuckled shaking his head.

We arrived home much too quickly for my liking but I was really tired so I followed him to the bedroom and we got ready for bed. We both were asleep in 10 minutes tops him falling asleep slightly before I did.

A/N: heyyy first day of summer today!! Kylor took me out to go get slushes! 😍 okay goodnight yall.