Fascism.

Chapter 11

Harry's pov

I woke up before Louis which is completely normal. He loves his sleep. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I sat on the counter and took a deep breath before dialing my mums number. If it's even still her number. On the third ring she picked up. "Hello?" She answered sounding perfectly happy. I smiled a bit. "Hi mum." I finally spoke making her gasp on the other line. "Harry? My baby! Is it really you?!" She asked crying slightly. "Yes mum, it's me." I chuckled nervously. "I can't even begin to tell you how much I missed hearing your voice." She gushed. "Really? I figured you hated me by now, like the rest of them." I told her truthfully. "I could never hate you baby." She responded making me smile warmly. "I've ruined so many people because of one single idea. You have a reason to hate me." I said scratching the back of my neck. "Oh baby. You'll always be perfect in my eyes." She whispered. "That means a lot mum." I said smiling down at the ground. "When can I see you? I miss you so much." She spoke sadly. "First thing after I get home. I promise." I told her. "Where are you?" She asked. "In America. I had some business to do." I answered. "Oh I see. How's Louis? That's his name right?" She asked. "He's great. He's actually why I called you." I admitted chewing on my lip. "What about him?" She giggled. "Well, he's head over heels in love with me and I just don't know if I love him back. It's hard." I sighed. "Well, when you see him what happens?" She asked. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "Do you get happy? Can just the sight of him completely change your mood?" She asked. I pondered her question. "Most of the time yes. There are some days I can't stand him." I admitted. "That's normal. You're around him constantly." She explained. "Are you protective over him?" She asked. "Very. I absolutely hate seeing him hurting." I said making myself feel stupid. That's all I needed. I knew I was in love with him and I couldn't even see it. "Never mind mum. I think I know my answer." I admitted. She giggled and said "you better." We said our goodbyes and got off the phone. I can't believe how much I've missed her. I walked out and saw Louis still sleeping but every now and then reaching for me even though I'm not there. I smiled fondly at him and kissed his head. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled up at me. "Good morning beautiful." I said making his eyes light up. "Good morning daddy." He replied. "Want me to order in breakfast for us?" I asked. "Yes sir." He said rubbing his eyes. "What do you want baby girl?" I asked. "Biscuits and gravy." He said instantly. "Whoa alrighty then." I chuckled and ran my fingers through his hair. "That feels so good." He hummed. "Yeah?" I asked smirking. "Mmhmm. You should do it more often." He grinned. "Maybe I will." I winked playfully at him. I called room service and told them our orders. They said if would be about 15 to 20 minutes which I expected. "Daddy?" He asked looking up at me with his big blue eyes. "Yeah baby?" I replied pulling him up to sit on my lap. "Are you still upset about last night?" He asked resting his head on my shoulder. "No baby, quite the opposite really." I chuckled. "How so?" He giggled. "I'm pretty happy today." I shrugged. "Good! It's good to be happy." He grinned. "That it is sweet baby." I cooed kissing his head. "Why're you in such a good mood?" He asked cuddling into me. "Cause I have you." I admitted. "I make you happy?" He asked smiling brightly. "Of course baby girl." I told him making his whole face light up. "I love you daddy." He said then his shoulders dropped. "But I know you'll never love me back." He whispered. "Don't ever say never baby girl." I said placing a small kiss to his lips surprising him. "But you told me you never would." He said furrowing his eyebrows. "I know that's what I said in the past baby girl but, I'm falling for you. Hard." I told him making him smile and hug me tightly. "I love you!" He squealed. "I love you too baby girl." I smirked. It's finally not awkward. I can say it back instead of awkwardly ignoring him. "I've waited so long to hear you say those words." He said smiling triumphantly. "I'm sorry, I've loved you for a while, I just didn't want to believe it." I admitted. "That's okay daddy." He smiled. "Damn you're perfect." I whispered huskily in his ear. "Does this mean you're gonna buy me permanently?" He asked. "Of course baby." I told him kissing his head. "Can I call you by your first name then?" He asked hopefully. "We'll see." I sighed. I don't want him to but I know he wants to. Pretty badly. Room service yelled through the door and Louis got up and ran to go get it. "7.98 please." The guy said smiling at him. I walked up behind louis and handed him a 10. Louis blushed as I took the plates. "Keep the change." I told him before shutting the door in his face. "I'm sorry." He whispered. "You're okay baby girl. No ones mad." I told him gently brushing hair out of his face. "Thanks daddy." He smiled. "Why're you so jumpy today?" I asked kinda worried. "You were so mad last night." He halfway explained. "I know baby, did I scare you?" I asked gently. "A bit." He admitted. "I'm sorry baby girl." I cooed. "Daddy?" He asked shakily. I hummed in response. "Why do you love me?" He asked. "I don't know baby, just kinda happened I guess." I shrugged. "Oh." He said with a slight nod. We sat down finally and started eating breakfast. Neither of us said a single word until breakfast was over. "We have to go to my meeting soon." I said dreadfully. "Do I have to go?" He squeaked. "Yes." I answered. "Why daddy?" He asked. "I don't want to leave you here all alone. You're coming with me. End of discussion." I said sternly. "Yes sir." He huffed. We both got ready and were on our way to the office, Louis pouting the whole way there. "If you don't stop pouting I'll spank you before we go in understood?" I asked. "No daddy. I don't understand. Why do I have to go AND have a good attitude?" He asked. "Because your behavior reflects on me. Be good." I growled. He rolled his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest. "Louis! Behave now." I ordered. "No!" He screamed just as we pulled into the parking lot. "Want me to spank you out here or in the bathroom?" I asked. "Neither." He pouted. "Baby I've got to punish you. Pick or I'll pick." I said causing him to sigh. "If I choose out here will it be in the car?" He asked. "Of course baby, in the back seat." I answered. "Out here then." He mumbled. I got out and got in the middle of the back seat. He just climbed over the seat and laid himself over my legs. I picked him up by his hips and pulled down his pants and panties. "I don't know what has gotten into you but this behavior will not be tolerated." I told him resting my hand against his bum, the combination making him shudder. "M'sorry daddy" he said sounding small and scared. "I know, love." I spoke gently making him relax a bit. I grasped his hand gently and felt him immediately relax. Satisfied, I warned him I was going to start and my hand connected with his bum short after. He hissed in pain but kept still which for Lou, is quite unusual. I didn't question it and kept raining down spanks. I did however observe that he didn't move a single inch. After his 30 spanks I sat him on my lap and stared at him for a bit. He had tears streaming down his face but he never let out a sob. He always sobs. He always jerks around and begs for it to be over. He didn't do any of that. "Spill." I said staring straight into his eyes. "W-what?" He asked shakily. "You didn't move, you didn't cry, and you made no attempts to stop me. What's going on?" I asked. "You noticed all of that?" He asked his eyes wide. "Of course baby, I notice everything about you." I told him. He shook his head laughing a bit. "Not everything." He said quietly. "Baby what's going on?" I asked him rubbing him bum a bit to sooth him. "I thought that sense you said you love me that you would stop spanking me." He shrugged. "Oh baby, I do love you but I can't just stop spanking you. You're far too disobedient for that." I told him holding him close. "So they'll never stop?" He asked shakily. "Not as long as I can administer them." I said making him break out in a burst of tears. "Shh darling. They're not that bad. I love you so much baby girl." I soothed. "I love you daddy but I don't think I can take getting spankings for the rest of my life." He admitted. "Do you realize how good you have it? Most people would have beaten you, raped you, or even killed you. But that didn't happen. Do you know why?" I asked. "Because of you." He whispered shakily. "Damn right because of me. I practically saved you and you can't take a simple spanking?! Stop your whining and be thankful!" I said getting out of the car. I stood beside it for a while so he could compose himself and get his clothes back on. A few minutes later he comes out still crying but at least he was clothed. "Stop crying. You know I don't like that." I growled. "No, no more. I can't." He said falling to the ground. "You can't what?" I asked. "I can't do this again. You've just started from square one and I just can't do it." He sobbed. "Okay, here's my keys. Go sit in the car for a while. When you're ready to come in lock it and ask for Mr. Styles okay baby? I have to go now. I love you." I told him kissing him on the head. I walked inside and sprinted to the meeting I was already 15 minutes late to. "Where's Louis?" Was the first question fired at me as I walked through the door. "He'll be in soon." I answered shortly. It wasn't 10 minutes later that we heard a soft knock on the door. Knowing it was Louis I got up and answered the door. He looked up and me for a second before hiding behind me, away from all the attention that was put on him. I pulled him in front of me and chuckled lightly. "Better now?" I whispered in his ear. He just smiled and briefly nodded. I sat back down and gently pulled him down to sit on my lap. He snuggled up close to me and before the meeting was over he was asleep. "You let him sleep on you?" One of the guys asked. "Of course I do. We sleep in the same bed every night." I told them making their eyes widen. "Unlike what you think we do with them, we're actually very caring towards them. They're human too. They have feeling just like we do. It sickens me to think that you wouldn't care that your poor gets abused." I told them rubbing Louis back softly. "Maybe we should start small." One of them said. "Couldn't agree more. Where do you want to start it?" I asked finally ready to help them. They decided to keep in L.A. So that they could monitor it correctly which I couldn't agree more with. Finally the meeting was finished so I stood up careful not to wake Louis and carried him to the car. I buckled him in and started driving back to our hotel so he can finish his nap and we can discuss some things.