Hate that feeling when i just woke up only to be anxious and overthink everything.
I have a partner and last night they let out they're anger on me with what happened and i know its my fault, of course i balled my eyes out after that and went to harming again. When i woke up i got a txt msg from them saying they're gonna go to school then go to they're friends house, okay its not like i dont trust the friend or anything im just scared that they're gonna be losing feelings for me and it's obvious... its like they're falling out of love and that hurts alot..
Recent weeks have been just me filled with anxiety and depression, my mind just overthinking everything and wanting to cry and self harm.
I ruin everything as always..
YOU ARE READING
The diary of mine
AcakContains [TW] This is where me the author turns this book into my own personal diary
