BS ISHQ HAI

chapter 8

Nisaa pov ...

He rush out from the room .... I was first time felt bad for him ... I feel his pain for the first time his eyes was pleading me for one chance .....
I know from the start that this time will came ... I was sacred from him ...
I didn't feel hate about him now ... I start liking him ... that I realize from some time agoo .... but I want time to accept this marriage ... He force me in this relation ... this reality I can't forget ..... I want to live my life happy .... I was alsoo dreaming for my marriage life ... but not like this .... but now I thought may be it's in my destiny .. soo I start accepting this ...

Now he was angry with me ... 2 day pass by this incident but he didn't talk to me even don't look at me ....i tried to talk to him ... to finished his anger but i think this time ...  my words and my action hurt him badly .....  I was hurt at his action .... I was use of his soft and polite behaviour .... his care his love and his attention ... but now I was feeling alone ....

We both was siting in the room at evening ... but he was not talking to me ..... he was using his laptop ...

" balaaj " for the first time I called him ... firsty his finger was stopped typing ... he was looking at me with shocked expression .... but then he normal his face expression and start typing ....

" b b balaaj ... I " I again called him ... I just want to talk to him .... he look at me and asked .

" what happen " he asked in his still rude tone .

"W w woh I feel hungry " I didn't find anyother thing soo I said this .

" hmmm " he just noded and pick his mobile and order something .... I was ready to cry .... I was feeling hurt .... I suddenly stand up and enter in the washroom ....

I cried full of my heart and after 10 min I want out from the washroom ..... he look at me then averted his gaze .....

" what happen " after sometime he asked and shook my hand ....

" ok ... be ready at tomorrow evening .. . I want to take you somewhere " he said and layed down after keeping the laptop in side table .

He order pizza for me which chotu give me .... i was sooo hurt ... and feel sad because he was not talking to me ..... I was dieing to for his one glace ....

" balaaj .... a ap sofe pr Q soo rhay hai itne dinoo se " i asked and he turn his face in my direction .

" yeh tum mujh se puch rhi ho nisaa ....  " he asked with mockful smile .

"W woh .... ap bed pr soo saktey hai .... jese phele sotey the .....a agar kisi se dekh liya .... t toh pta nahi kya sochey ga ... m mein sirf is liye puch rhi the " i said in confusion..... i dont want to show him that what i am feeling because i also dont knew whar i am feeling ....  i start loving him or not ....

" dont worry .... tumhay kisi k samney jawab dene nahu du ga ...  joh sawal ho ga mujh se ho ga ... Q k humare beech koi taluk nahi ... to agar mere barey mein sawal hai to us ka jawab mein de du ga " balaaj said and i feel that he throw me away from him .... for the first time ... he said to me that there is no relation between us .... and its hurt me ....

Whole the night .... i was crying ..... next day i wake up and body was aching with pain ....i sit on the bed ....  he came out from the washroom ...

" tayr ho jao .... humey jana hai kahin pr " he said to me and i nodded and stand up ... but head start spinning ..... i again sit on the bed ... he looked at my face and rush toward me .