BS ISHQ HAI

chapter 3

Zayeb part 2

Balaaj pov

Seriously men she reject me ... larkiya meri ek nazar k liye tarasti hai ... or is ne mujhe reject kiya ... when I saw her first time ... I start liking her .... with the passage of time I start falling for her .... I want her in my life .. she became my breathe ... I was restless when I didn't saw her ..but ayesha told me ... its her dream to become a doctor ... than i control on my feeling and went out of country .... for 2 year ... and when i came back i again restless ..... I told mama about her .... and she agree to send a proposal .... I was beyond happy ... but my all happiness was vanished when I talk to her ... she slapped me like seriously ....she slapped me .... that time my anger was on high ... I don't know how I control my anger .... I think after this that I was start hated her .... but nooo ... the feeling was the same .... but it's hurt my egoo .... and she have to pay for this .... I will never ever forgive her what she did .....
Her parents didn't answer us .... one month pass like this ... mama again asked them .... I want to talk to her ... and here I listen that she was not ready ..... this girl just giving air to my anger .....

She said she want to prove his father ... and my feeling is nothing to her ... this is not good for her ...

Today ayesha was not caming at uni so i decide to talk to her .... I search her but she was not in class ... I went to canteen ... and my eyes become ' red my vein become swell due to anger .....
She was siting with a boy and she was laughing .....

I came close to them and sit at the next table ... she saw me and lower her eyes .... I was hurt .... it's paining soo much when you saw that person with other whom you love sooo much ....

That not grab her hand .. and my patience finished .

... she was with some other boy and he was grabing her hand and she was smiling ....
In front of me .. she said ...she didn't like this .. when I grab her hand She slapped me back .. and here this boy was grabing her hand and she was smiling ...... such a double face girl .... I think that she was like him ...but nooo ... she is mine ....I love her and hatred her at the same time ... I don't know I was ready for this marriage or not .. but one thing is clear that .... I want her by hook or crook ....

She tell him that she will met with him another time .... and she alsoo left for her class ....

I called my friend to arrange the qazi sahab ....

" what happen ... I will arrange it but for whom " shan asked .

" for me ... and I will tell you everything later " I said and cut the call .... I was waiting for her outside ... she want out after some time .... I grab her hand and drag behind me ....

" just leave my hand . What are you doing ... leave me " she shouted .

" stop yelling ok ..... and now listen to me clearly " I said pushing her in the wall .

" just leave me balaaj " she again try to push me away .

" I thought that you are different from the other ... I think that you are not like that girl woh was falling on the boy ..... but nooo nisa ... you are just like that ... but ..... when balaaj sight fall on anything ... it's will become mine .... chahy mein bad mein usee use kru ya nahi ... pr tumhay to mein hasil kr k rhu ga " I said in anger .