will they hate me?

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The next day I woke up and was really tired cause I woke up really early I could tell it was still dark out cause it was 3:30 in the morning so I was stuck inside my room with my thoughts. So I just put my headphones on and put on my playlist the first song came up it was a cave town song and it was Piticualrly one of my favorite cave town songs.

I quietly hummed to the song and I just thought if my brothers would accept me or understand me I don't even understand myself I mean in my time I had crushes on quite a few girls in my time. But this one is like how donnie was like for April and this is a boy Leatherhead and I was so deep in my thoughts that I almost didn't notice the song change to lemonboy by Cavetown this time I grabbed my t phone my music listener was hooked up to and looped the song.

I liked this song cause it reminds me of how much time I spent with leatherhead and sang to the song I started drawing while singing just to give my hands something to do. And when the song needed and looped again I saw that I drew LH and my cheeks tinted pink.

I looked at the clock and saw that it was 4:20 so I went out to make breakfast and of course my brothers came out this time I made pancakes and I set up the table and just sat down in my chair in my thoughts again.

And when I looked up from my thoughts all my brothers were already here and we're eating so I just served myself and started eating as well didn't wanna worry them. Donnie tapped my shoulder and I took one of my plugs out and he then said "whatcha listening to cause you seem to be pretty quiet this morning" I took a sip of my peace tea  lately I have been obsessed with them.

I sent him the link on his t phone and when he put turned his ear buds on and pressed the link he looked pretty surprised but soon started humming to the song his tail wagging. I was happy that he liked it but after breakfast I once again went out this time to a place that LH and I always go to so we can hangout without the consent bugging of slash Rockwell and mondo along with my brothers.

Soon I started to think that they won't like me for being the way I am I think I may be what people call pansexual and I know donnie is bi as well with Leo but they are important. Leos the leader and donnie is the smart guy what am I? The jokester the clumsy ninja I will tell them when I get stronger and actually become important to the team then I can be a peace with my feelings right now I have to train though.

So I got the training dummy I stole from raph that I hid here and got out my nun-chucks and I started beating the dummy with them and after a full hour it became 6 one clock so I just went over to sensei's dojo he knows that I train with myself so he won't be too mad. I just have to make up an excuse for my brothers cause I don't want raph beating me up for stealing the dummy.

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