I try to do things only others want me to do, I may have sounded from the beginning that I do things that I want and that I'm not controlled.
But I am, I will bend over backwards to please others, even when I really wanted to do something.
Like my senior quote, I forgot I'm not allowed to be a child, I forgot that I'm a stupid brat. That I don't deserve shit.
I wanted my quote to be this, "The best days of high school for me was when I was asleep"
Which for me was true, I told my mom about it, my mom said "I don't know." Just like that which confirmed she didn't like it, so I went to the teacher and told her to just leave mine blank and to ignore it.
It's stupid, and I'm stupid to think I could freely do something. I mean, how could I feel like I actually have the free will for once?
Of course not, I have to bend over backwards for my parents and do everything they want. Not what I want.
I'm 18. I stopped being a child in fuck I don't know, 3rd grade, I need to grow Tf up and act my damn age.
YOU ARE READING
It's too much.
Non-FictionNot a special story, but a story, just like every other book.
