First Love

Morning walk

I wake up early in the morning due to my alarm on my phone.
I get out of bed after a couple of minutes and walk into my bathroom. I put my phone on the side and turn on cigarettes after sex.
I turn on the water in the shower and wait for it to warm up.

Looking at myself in mirror for a bit since nothing else is better to do, I notice the shower all steamed up whilst droplets of water run down the not so clear glass.

Few minutes into the relaxing part of my morning I hear knocks on my bedroom door. I wonder who it may be? I take a breath and carry on my shower ignoring everything else around me.

----------------------------------------

I step out with water dripping from my hair to my body and then the floor. I dry myself of and proceed to get dressed. I put on the first black most comfortable trouses I could find. And then ontop of my bra I pull over a slightly oversized cremé sweater. It's such a simple outfit but it looks good and I'm comfortable.

Somehow from all the time I spent on dressing up my hair is soon to be dry. I head over to my room and grab my headphone just before heading out downstairs.

Walking through the house like nothing else exists I see a boy stand infront of me. I look up to see lee know, with a surprising smile on his face.

"Hey" he looks straight at me.
"Good morning, you okay?" I say then trying to walk past but he won't let me.
"Yeah, are you" he asks politely.
"No, not really" is what I responded with.
"Why?" He questions with a raised eyebrow upon his face.
"It's just this guy won't let me walk past him" as those words escape my mouth the expression on his face manipulates to another.
"Are you sure about you being shy, because you see pretty confident"he speaks after a second of silence.
"I was just being honest" I look down thinking I hurt his feelings.
"Yeah, I know" I see a slight smile on his face in the corner of my eye.
"By any chance, do you know who knocked on my bedroom door earlier" I question with a quieter tone.
"It was hyunjin" he replies........

"You alright?" He changes his voices tone.
"Yeah" I answer looking everywhere but not at him.
"So where are you going"
"I was just going on a walk, uhmm...Do You wanna join?" I ask.
"I would if I could but I'm half way through making breakfast, sorry"
"That's good then"
"What is that supposed to mean?" He questions.
"I'm glad you arnt coming, I need time to myself in the morning, so you know.." I say in such an akward way.
"What was the point of asking me then" he giggles.
"I don't know, I was just being polite" I speak out.
"Ofcorse"
"Anyways, I'll get going, my social time is running out" I explain and he moves letting me walk outside.

*Hyunjin's Pov*
Sat on the bench infront of my house looking at the view before my eyes, I hear a door open. I turn my head and see her walk out. Julia. She looks so pretty in this slight sun above us. I was going to say hi but she has headphones in. I notice her phone in her hands, I know its not nice to look but I see her listening to ' Lana del ray- young and beautiful' . That's one of my favorite songs. Not only is she mesmerizing but also has good taste. In her other hand she's carrying her photography camera. I look at her in slight awe as she takes her steps and pulls out her camera and takes pictures of the view straight ahead us both. It really is beautiful. She is more beautiful though. I only know her for about a week and we've spoken like two times, But those two times I treasure.

"Hyunjin" I hear my name said. I shake my head slightly and shake away my thoughts and see Julia looking at me and waving at me from a couple steps away.

"Good morning" I give her a smile and wave back. I take my chance and stand up off the bench in order for me to walk over.
"Are you okay" she looks up at me. She's like a little baby compared to me.
"Yeah why?" I question a tiny bit confused.
"Just asking" she smiles slightly at the floor thinking I wouldn't notice.
"Are you sure?" I look straight at her not letting my eyes notice anything but her.
"Mhm" she nods her head up and down.
"Fine. How about you?hm? How are you?" I question as she looks back at me.
"I'm alright" she answer rather quick. BangChan did say she's pretty anti- social , especially in the morning and I think thats why she answered in a blink of an eye, but I can't help and hear her voice.
"That's good, what are you doing out here so early?" I question.
"Just going for a daily morning walk, and I want to take some pictures" she shows me her camera.
"I have one too" I see her smile after those words left my mouth.
"You're probably better than me anyways" she speaks down.
"No, don't say that, everyone has there own talents am I right?" I put my hand gently on her shoulder and she takes a deep breath. Her head rises and looks at me.shes so pretty!
"Yeah, you're right" she answers.

Silence fills the air around us untill I hear my name said.
"Hyunjin"
"Yeah" I reply.
"Do you maybe want to go on the walk with me?" She says shyly. Yes, yes I do. Take me with you....
"If you don't mind" I reply calmly.
"Ofcorse I don't" she gives me a smile.

She' looking at a pretty view ahead. So am I, but the pretty view is her. I think I like her.

*Julia's pov*
I asked him. He said yes.

"So what were you listening to" he asks as we walk along side eachother.
"Lana del Rey" I respond showing him my phone.
"Oh I love her music" my eyes open wider as I hear those words. Hyunjin likes Lana del Rey, does photography? What else? Watch him say he paints or is an artist next, then I will cry.
"Really?" I ask out of the blue.
"Yes" he answers as we continue our walk.
"That's amazing, what's your favorite song?" I question absolutely curious.
"Young and beautiful" he replies within a second. He's perfect. That's such a good song.
"I love that song" I reply. I pass him an earbud of mine and he puts it on.
It's Norman F***ing Rockwell- Lana del Rey.
"This is such a beautiful song" he replies with a smile on his face.
"One of my favorite" I reply as we reach a tall tree, the view, and I brown bench sat near the edge of the cliff part, where a fence gaurds us to safety.

We walk over to the beach and sit down.
The bench could fit around 3 maybe 4 people on it, but hyunjin sits right next to me, our arms nearly touching.
I grab my camera and focus on taking a picture of the scenery around us two.

"You really do like taking pictures" his delicate voice speak from the left side of me.
"Yeah, I love it" I answer looking at him.
"Do you have pictures of yourself on there aswell or is it just landscape?" He questions.
"Uh, there's a couple of me, but not much because I have nobody to take pictures of me." I explain and his eyes look like he got a brilliant idea.

"I'll take some" he speak out.
"Hm?" I say confused.
"Ill take a picture of you"he smiles.
"Really?" I ask still confused.
"Yeah, go on, stand there " he points ahead.
"Please don't drop my camera, I don't trust anyone with it and it cost alot and it means alot to me so please be careful" I freak out because I hate giving people things that mean alot to me.
"I'll be really careful okay" he reassures me. I take a deep breath, pass him my camera and go to the place he told me to.
"Alright, now look straight at me and smile" he directs and I do.

After he took that picture he told me where to stand and what to do. It felt like a photoshoot. That was really nice of him.
I come back and sit by him with a smile on my face.
"Thank you"
"Ofcorse" he smiles back at me.

I take a second to think and I get an idea.
"Your turn" I look over at him.
"Okay" he gets up and does a silly pose, it makes me giggle. I took a picture and smiled.
"Seriously know" I giggle. He actually poses now a couple time and I take his pictures.

He comes back and sits down next to me.
"How do they look" he asks.
"Great, do you want me send them to you?" I ask him as we get back up and head slowly towards the houses.
"How would you do that, you don't have my number"
"I could go into the groupchat then add your number"I explain.
"How would you know which one is my number" he looks at me with a wierd look.
"Fair point" I reply a bit embarrassed.

"Can I have your phone number?" He asks and I smile to myself.
"Yeah" I turn my head to him and give him my number.
"Thanks" he looks at me with a proud look.
"Now I just have to download them onto my phone and then I'll send them to you" I say clueless of what he's thinking....

Hyunjin is really cool, he gives me butterflies. And if I'm being serious.

I think I like him.

"What are you smiling about" he says breaking the comfortable silence between us.
"Nothing specific" I answer.......