Happy Hours.

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by itsalldazed
by itsalldazed
                                    
                                              4th Feb,2023     
saturday
01:01AM
I tried to get  rid of the memories when I saw the box labelled as 'JUST CHILL CHILLL JUST CHILL'. Opening the lid of the cardboard box i found a alluring memory from the past,
astonished by the big smiles the picture in the frame held. It was incomprehensible  for me, the old me had a glammed up gang to share my daily stuff with, not like now as I feel  its just me, stuck in the dark of night even in broad day light. The spark to achieve something, the prideful eyes to atleast have a dream is gone far off and now that the dream is my reality even though I still feel empty. As i go further to look in the box I found my old school uniform with a little acrylic  paint on it which I got while doing freaking paint the buckets activity. Below the uniform was all my I cards I had till the end of school innings.. Yeah there's always a part of me who wants to enjoy the school life a bit more then ever ,to be with the gang, to sit beside my bestie on a bench which has our names craved on it.
But Happy Hours doesn't last forever , even if we want to be in that moment for as long as we can, we cannot always be there because with time we have to learn one thing that 
'let in and let go'
Let in: this brings a alluring thought that when you explore and meet the world outside never say no to socialize and meet new people, even if you want less of people around you still try them to let and become a part of your life.
Talking about let go: learn to let go of the people you have met, they might play a important part in your life but never forget they have their life too which they want to go in a specific way. Never be anyone's boundary, be their wall who supports them but don't set such boundaries that they find you wholly unappealing. Letting the person go might bring a fresh start for you or might bring great sadness in your life but don't be to deprived to not let in new adventures.

One of the day where you let go the old and let in the new might be bring you your  happiest of  hours ever had.
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AZALEA