The First Time

So Rafe had everything his family gave him all but love.

He also has issues with socialising and temper anger when no one takes him seriously or treat him like real family.

He met a young little girl at his backyard then saw opportunity to try make her laugh making jokes putting the toy hat to his eye and then making it seem like he had it stuck in his eye

Failing after being successful funny

And girl laughs he then smiles at her

Then he tells her hey want some ice cream? I have one bag here want some? Yeah? Here we go

He goes get it from his freezer and then makes fun of it trying to give it to her funny

She gets them and then he gives them to her

Then his partner of his father's comes in and tells Rafe to come to the meeting Rafe says yeah I'm coming hold on

And not listening he says I said I'm coming fucking wait! I'm trying to enjoy fresh air for fuck sake!

Girl having the ice cream box Rafe smiles at her turning and saying Rafe gotta go I see you later! Hehe

Before this he gave money to his partner who needed it to survive few weeks

100 thousand dollars cash.

Said better no waste it on drugs you hear me? Okay here enjoy it.

He then checks on the girl after depressing meeting

He doesn't find her but later checks the woods and finds bunch of people around her 2 boys and her in the ground they bully her and say we take the ice cream hahaah you just lay there bitch

Rafe now angry goes and beats them up first uses rock to hit one guy in the head then another to stab with it and hit him and then use it to kill them

He then says to the girl hey come here it's okay it's just messy now it's okay.

She refuses backing up away from him and the ice cream box

Rafe then asks hey what are you doing? Come on let's go

She then backs away and runs away scared

Rafe screams after her I saved you! Why are you running away from me! Don't go! Pleas!

Don't go.. pleas don't go..

Not you.. why..

Then he collects himself in misery and looks at the ice cream box he gave her..

Says

I fucking hate ice cream..

Then hits the dead guy saying you fucking dumb-ass..

And sits there trying to calm down

Now what I do?

Damn it..

Damn it all..

Fuck..

I never be nice to kids anymore no.. I never be nice to anyone..

No..

I never be kind unless they are to me fuck everything!

Later finds a way to hide the bodies and get rid of them call it accident bear and wolf attacked something like that..

This changed Rafe or rather made him more cold and cruel to the point where he used everyone to get what he wants..

And that was not love but sheer power.

Bc nothing ever loved him like he wanted to.

And he didn't love anyone ever again.

His first kill and first loss.

He was done and made final.