dancer boy ~woosan~ [on hold]

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Waking up felt like death, at least it did for San.

When they came back, the others were pretty wasted but they still drank. Mingi, San and Seonghwa were the only ones pretty okay so they took care of their friends and sat down talking and drinking, then when they were too tired to continue they just went to sleep.

San didn't drink that much, at least that's what he thought but when in the morning he woke up with a hard headache he knew that he did more than he thought.

The black haired boy stood up not without struggle and went straight to the kitchen to get some painkillers and some water.

When he entered the room Seonghwa and Yeosang were sitting at the kitchen table talking and eating a bit. They both looked like shit, honestly they looked as bad as San did.

San got himself the painkillers and the water and dropped himself on the first chair he found around the table.

"You got a headache too?" asked Seonghwa with a deep morning voice.

San nodded and even that caused him pain.

"We drank way too much yesterday." added Yeosang.

Seonghwa nods and add "And the worst is that after you and Yunho passed out we drank a bit more with Mingi and Sannie too"

San groans and says "And I definitely regret that"

Seonghwa and Yeosang laugh lightly and then a red and orange head pops up in the entrance of the kitchen.

The boys greet Mingi who entered the kitchen with the same messy look as the others.

After a while Yunho also woke up and the two boys that weren't living here prepared themselves to leave the flat.

Today San was actually planning on going to the dance studio but the headache and nauseous feeling he had since the morning made him rethink his plans for the day and he decided to go later in the day if he was feeling better.

So at 7PM after eating something with his flatmates he went to the dance studio. Since his headache kind of passed he decided to walk there thinking that the fresh air would help with the nauseous feeling.

When he arrived at his destination it was true that walking and the fresh air helped him feel better.

He entered the building and quickly found his friends with whom he decided to stay with today.

"Oh you're finally here San" said a bordeaux haired boy

"We weren't expecting you anymore today" said a blond haired boy chuckling.

He received a light tap on the head from San and a comment from Sungho.

"Respect your elders Yubin!" the said Yubin sticking out his tongue to mock the older "a least a bit" adds Sungho.

Sungho and Yubin started to fight and their chaotic energy is making San feel happy. He feels good and is happy with his friend group. They really motivate him.

When the oldest and the youngest finally stopped fighting they decided to finally work on a dance together.

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San missed these moments so much. Dancing with his friends, having fun and seeing them lightly fight from time to time.

It was something San missed so much.

These days he used to dance alone, feeling like he's not on a high enough level to those two, he wanted to improve his skills and the only way he thought of doing so was to isolate himself and drown himself in the music and dance.

But finally dancing with them made him fully truly happy again. He kind of regretted his previous actions even though he did see some results by working alone.

San wasn't really good with loneliness. Even though he tended to isolate himself quite often he didn't like it much.

He just always felt like he could potentially be a burden and always thought less of himself and of his worth.

The sad fact was that he was aware of that but he didn't change it.

He was scared of getting too close to people, getting hurt if they'd suddenly leave. But still found comfort in being surrounded by people, friends.

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When they finished training it was around 1AM. They practiced really hard, all of them being some kind of perfectionists, they kept seeing flaws where there weren't any. Before they went home they decided to sit down a bit and talk.

"Guys I was curious about something." Said Sungho, catching everyone's attention.

Both of them hummed in response for the older to continue.

"You saw that some professional dancer's gonna come to the dance studio?" they nodded "And he's going to hold audition to recruit dancers for his team.." he added

"Yeah we know that already, what are you trying to say?" says Yubin impatiently.

"Okay, okay, I wanted to know if you were interested in participating!" says Sungho

The youngest shrugs not really knowing if he would apply or not while San was thinking hard about what to answer.

"What about you hyung?" asks San instead of answering.

"I don't know, I think I'll try to apply, at least I would know if I'm that good or not. But I'm scared of not ending up with you." He says

"Ow you're gonna miss us" says Yubin jokingly.

To which Sungho answered by a slap on the younger's head. And here again they started bickering again leaving San in his thoughts. One part of him wanted to try it, even if he wasn't selected he would have some new experience and he would get to see his idol in real life and not just on a screen. But he was also scared to meet his idol not wanting it to ruin the image he had of him and he also wasn't sure if he would be able to dance in front of his idol.

This night they continued talking about everything and anything while eating some food that they got delivered. San was still trying to figure out what he should do with this whole audition taking up his mind since the day he saw the poster. It was eating him up.

When they finished eating they all changed and threw the trash then went their way home. San pulled out his earphones and went home with music.

On the way home he passed by Hongdae and saw a lot of different small performances and one caught his eye.

It was some young people dancing to kpop dances and it reminded him of when he was a bit younger and started dancing with the dance club of the university, they used to do that.

Nostalgia hitting him up while walking he remembered a lot of things and ONE special thing was playing in replay in his head.

Jung Wooyoung.

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