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PKPH - IX

IX - Denial Queen

"Talagaa? OMG. Dimmy Girl, Anong pinagsasabi mong 'Its not really romantic' ang sweet kaya nun!" Sabi ni Hazel

"Hindi naman talaga ah. Besides, wala ngang special feelings ek-ek na namamagitan sa'min" I answered.

I sat down to the chair nearest to the window, Its my favorite spot on our favorite restaurant

Zia suggested we should sit down after a day of strolling around in the mall.

And they think it would be fun to interrogate me, Even though they did ask me a A LOT of questions after his bloody text message, Which my friends clearly just misunderstood.

So I told them everything that happened, Except for some things.

Like the Abs accident... I told my friends I saw a cockroach.

And the unintentional holding hands.

Why would I tell them that? Even this interrogation is an act of invasion of my privacy.

Atsaka, nakakahiya kaya.

"Sigurado ka? Kahit admiration lang or naga-gwapohan ka lang sa kanya you know things like that"

"Wala nga. Si Julius? I don't think na may magkaka-crush dun" I answered

"Uy meron kaya!" They all shouted. "

"..Marami girl, hindi mo lang napapansin. Heartthrob kaya si Papa Julius" Sabi ni Hazel

"And wala siyang pinapansin. Meant to be talaga kayo! Marami ka ring admirers pero hindi mo rin pinapansin" Charlotte said

"Atsaka ikaw lang ang babaeng kinakausap niya, and it's also same to you. Well you both talk to other people minsan but It's no big deal, you and Julius is the THE BIG DEAL. Parang lovestory! Gaah! The Cold Denial Queen and the Snobbish Heartthrob" Sabi ni Zia

I'm pretty sure that Story will not work out, there's nothing between me and Julius Espino.

Atsaka, ang taas kaya ng title.

"Perfect match! Haha" And they all laughed at that thought

"What makes you think that I like him?" I asked them with frustration. Gaah! Hahanap ako ng lusot para sila na naman ang nasa hotseat.

"Hm.."

"See? Wala kayong masabi. Hindi nga! Ano ba kayo." Sabi ko sa kanila

I've succeeded, Haha Tumahimik na sila.

"Well, I think the other way around. I don't think you like him..yet" Zia said.

"Oo nga, parang si Julius ang may gusto sayo"

I rolled my eyes.

"Oh come on. Stop making up stories" I said.

"Feel ko talaga Dimmy Girl" sabi pa nila ulit.

I rolled my eyes at them

Somehow there's a part of me that just wants to listen to them and believe that it is true, but my head tells me to turn around and ignore them..before things get worst.

I dont want to have false hopes. Ayaw ko nang maulit ang nangyari noon.

So I did what's best

"Huy! Bakit ka nagwalk-out! Uy." Sigaw nila.

"Uy. Dimitri!" Sigaw ni zia

"Hoy Denial Queen. Come back and put your ass here" Charlotte said,

I unwillingly sat back to my place

Nakakatakot yan magalit si Charlotte, Delikado kapag mag-incredible hulk siya dito.

"Tell me Dimitri. Do you like Julius?"

"Don't be afraid to tell us, we are your best friends "

Do I or Do I not?

Gusto ko ba talaga siya?

Ugh. Why am I having second thoughts?

"I- I ... " I breathe in and out.

"I dont know. Wala!" I heard them sigh.

"Tss. Kumain na nga lang tayo!" Sabi ko sa kanila

"Changing topic ang denial queen" Mahinang sabi ni Hazel. I just rolled my eyes.

"Whatever. I know myself better than you do." I told the three of them.

They all laughed.

"I doubt it Dimmy girl" Charlotte said with a wink.

-05.29.15-