WITH YOU MY LIFE IS BETTER WITHOUT YOU I FALL A PART A ZARRY LOVE STROY

with you my life is better without you i fall apart Part 40

the next morning we woke up and in walk my dad to see how me and harry are holding up after we had the babies and stuff it was hard for me because where one was 11 pounds and the fact it was my first time being peg and it hard to when your a man and stuff it just happen to us was because of DNA and hard to know what to do about all of that stuff but that life sometimes and it can be hard but we need to push a head i mean life is better i'm gone form not knowing who i am anymore to .fining myself all because of harry and stuff it show me that being with him and the guys is where i need to be and he show me how to love again because when perrie left i did not feel right or like me this is it and where i need to be and i'm not going to change that just then my dad asked me how i was feeling

zayn dad - how you feeling son

zayn - much better now that the babies are out of me and i had got to sleep last night without having to get up in the middle of the night and toss my cookies and harry said he was feeling the same way to me last night but it was hard for me where one of the girls where 11 pounds it going to be hard to come up with names for 10 girls and 2 boys because that a lot of kids we had so me and harry need to sit down and talk about the names because where going to need to try and keep them right when calling them by name i mean the 8 harry had are all like in looks that hard to tell who who's i don't no how where going to do that dad i mean that a lot of names to lean we might need to make them where name tags when where out around and we my need a family bus like they do on that show 19 kids and counting

zayn dad- the bus might be a good idea because your going to have a told of 16 kids when you get these kids home son and i thought it was a lot when me and your mother had 4 kids you and your 3 sisters but what you and harry have beats me and your mother by a mile

zayn- you think dad i mean all of us in 1D have alot of kids i'm me and harry now have 16 kids and niall and jen had 4 puls 5 so that means they10 kids and louis and liam have around 10 kids to i mean all got to say to that dad want ever is in my and harry and liam dna you get mpeg is something else

just when i had said that one of the nurses came in with the 4 babies i gave birth to and said

nurse - ok zayn now it time for you to breast feed the babies because there going to need it the milk you made because we did a test and that the only milk they can fine right now til there a bit biger

zayn- your telling me that i need to breast feed the babies

nurse - if it helps so do louis because of the same thing and he did that with the other babies he had to so if can lean to do you can

zayn- wow i need to breast feed

just then harry woke up and saw the look on my face and said

harry- baby what with that look on your face

i need to breast feed that going to be hard because i'm a man how is that going to work

harry - that is funny you are a man and need to breast feed like louis need to