WITH YOU MY LIFE IS BETTER WITHOUT YOU I FALL A PART A ZARRY LOVE STROY

with you my life is better without you i fall apart a zarry love story Part 50

the next morning i looked at harry still sleeping i did know he had it in him do something as sweet as what he did for me last night ya is the one for me know ? as because he just know what i need when i need it still so hard to that father is gone it only been a3 week s so it all done and over with my mother was still in the other town when this happen because she was still in the hospital and she had ann call and set it all up for what they need to do for my father and they did not know when my mother would get out of the hospital so we had to go ahead and take care of it because she want him to have the right kind church thing for his death so we took care of that with a week after it happy and my mother got out 2 weeks after she did not want to miss it but she was strong and well to leave the hospital at the time my sisters we to upset the young on stay how because they could not stop crying and stuff . but i'm happy that my mother is back home now is got here yesterday in the moring but see spent the night with simson because they got together and i think there what each other need right now i could not take my eyes of my haz sleeping because he look like a angle and i love him for that the sweet smile of his can melt my heart just then i hear the babies crying it was the older ones the ones that where always a year now and i when to see with one or ones it was . because harry told the nannies they could sleep in a bit this morning because of all the extra work they need to lately it a good thing we 3 live in nannies and 2 that come in when we need more help but they have been over work lately because of all that when down . but they did not mine but we thought now that all the bull is gone and the drama is over they could use a fews days rest so where let then each have one week off at a spy on us because of all they do help us around here but it not all at the same time because we still need to have some help around when you have 16 smile kids

when i walk into the older babies room i saw that it was hope and joanna that was up and they stop crying when they saw me and smile and help up there hands to be picked up .i took them both into my arms and i walked .to the kitchen to make there bottles and wheni got there i put them in there high chairs and and started to make there bottles and as i was doing this hope looked at me and said

hope - i love you papa

i looked at her and smile and kiss her check and said

zayn- papa loves you to hope baby gril

then joanna looked at me and said

joanna - i love you to papa do like me too

zayn- i love you to joanna you and hope and your sisters are papa girls and your bothers are papa boys so i love all of my babies

just then i turn back around and started to make there bottles when i hear hope say

hope - daddy

i turn around to see harry coming in the kitchen with mark and tom on his hips and putting them down in there high chairs .he look at hope and joanna and said

harry- hay daddy girls and kids there checks and smile at the them