Sara's pov
as I opened my eyes I found myself in a bedroom lying on a bed. Um where the fuck am I? Ok so I'm in an unfamiliar bed and there are band posters everywhere. Well at least I wasn't kidnapped by someone with bad taste. Then, I heard a door creak to the right of me and in walked my handsome Ray. So that's where I am. I started to grin but then thought about why I was here. the last thing I remember was passing out from being kicked so many times by Brad. Wait, there was a voice that I heard just before I passed out. It was Ray's voice, thank god! Now I was here laying in his bed. I grinned as I tried to sit up but I couldn't. My grin faded giving way to a grimace of pain. Ray rushed to my side asking if I was alright and babling like I just died and came back to life or something. I somehow managed a half-hearted laugh after he had finished. "What?" Ray asked sincerely. "You are acting as if I died and came back to life." Sara said giggling. "Oh um, sorry." Ray said backing away. " hey, come back here and sit with me will you? I don't want to be alone." I said. "o-okay sure." Ray said unsure if I was feeling okay. He came and sat on the bed with me, and I curled up next to him putting my head on his shoulder. And looking around his room, now that I look around there are drawings everywhere not just posters. They were peeking out of drawers, hung on walls, scattered on the floor, even a few on the ceiling. "You are so good at drawing!" I said happily. "Nah, I just dabble." Ray said trying to be modest. I looked at him and said "pshh, hardly." I looked down at his lap and he already had a sketchbook and pen, and was already drawing contently. "Huh, what? Sorry I go into this trance when I draw." He said, embarrassed and blushing slightly. I giggled again and said "it's fine but are you blushing?" "No..." he said as he tried to hide his face and pull away from me. I pulled him back towards me and kissed his lips, running my hands through his pin-straight black hair as our lips met an electric charge went through my body when I pulled away I felt my eyes get big. then I ruffled his hair a bit before pulling away completely and leaning back against the wall. He then pretended to whine and said "hey you messed up my hair!" I giggled at his fake attempt of whining. Then I snuggled into him, and went back to sleep.
Ray's pov: flashback
once I got her inside I brought her to my room as quietly as I could so my dad wouldn't get worried. After I got her on my bed laying down, I began to examine her stomach only having to pull her shirt up half-way. I was happy about that not wanting her to yell at me later for seeing her in her bra. what I saw I could never be ready for, her stomach was a very dark shade of blue, and there was scars saying that this kind of thing has happened before. "Why would you let them do this to you sar?" I whispered deciding that that was her nickname. What a great time to think of a nickname Ray. "Oh shut up brain." I said agitated as I went into my bathroom to grab some peroxide for sar's bleeding kick mark on her stomach. then, as an afterthought I grabbed an ace bandage and clips. Then I started to work on cleaning her wound Talking softly to her even though she couldn't hear me.
Flash back over
After a few hours of sitting beside her next to the bed waiting for her to wake up, I got up and went to my bathroom and wash my face to wake me up. Then, when I came back she was sitting up looking around. She looked so beautiful when she's confused. I tried to go in silently but the door creaked and she snapped her head to where I had emerged. her face broke into a big grin when she saw me hopefully thinking that she was safe and not with a crazy axe murder. I was so happy that she was awake that I started talking at her like she was going to die in five seconds the look on her face told me that she had just opened her eyes and was very overwhelmed, then for some reason she laughed not a full-hearted laugh, but still a laugh. I was confused about why she was attempting to laugh. So, I said "what?" Because I was a little concerned that there might have been some blows to her head, and it might have made her insane. Then after she she explained that I was talking too fast she asked me to come sit next to her on the bed, I did so and she snuggled up to me and put her head on my shoulder. She was content, so I picked up my sketchbook and pen I kept on my nightstand and started to draw. I went into the familiar zoned out trance I get when I'm drawing, feeling quite at home. I was so entranced that I hardly realized that sar had said something. So, I replied with "huh, what?" as I looked up at her, trying to pay attention to her, as I explained my drawing trance. I felt my face start to feel hot and I got worried that she would notice. "It's fine" she said " but," 'shit' "are you blushing?" Busted well I don't want her staring at me, so I started to hide my face, but to my surprise she pulled me back and kissed me. As she did she ran her hair through my hair and I felt a sort of electricity crackle through my body when our lips touched. Her eyes went big when she pulled away so she must have felt it too. Then, she ruffled my hair and I don't like it when people touch my hair but for her, I would do anything. So, I decided to whine a bit. "hey you messed up my hair!" I said, my words dripping with immaturity. She giggled and then snuggled in to my shoulder, and slept. I chuckled softly and fell asleep a few minutes later...
Sara's pov
When I woke up I was in Ray's arms. I sighed quietly and his eyes immediately opened and he said "oh you're awake, cool." "Sorry did I wake you?" I asked a bit concerned. "no, I've been awake for awhile, but even if you did I wouldn't have minded." Ray said with a smile. At that moment I melted inside completly, and he seemed to notice it. "You okay?" He said sounding concerned. "I'm fine I was just thinking about how happy I am that I have you. I mean if you weren't there -" Ray cut me off pulling my face to his in a long passionate kiss. "Well I was so we don't need to think about that, okay sar?" Ray added when he noticed that I looked unsure. "Okay, but why did you call me sar?" I said. "When I was cleaning you up from this afternoon it kinda slipped out and I thought that it would be a good nickname. Is that okay with you?" He said his words drenched in hopefulness. "Of course I think it's started to grow on me already." I said giggling a little then realizing that my stomach hurt when I laughed, so I put an arm around myself, and Ray got a look of deep concern. "I'm fine it wears off" I said quickly. Then, I got up and looked at his clock on his nightstand it said that it was a little passed seven. 'Oh shit I have to get home cause mom is gonna kill me!' "I'm sorry Ray but I have to go home, my mom is gonna have a field day of yelling for me." "its okay do you want me to walk you?" Ray said. "No, that will just make her more mad. I'm so sorry but I really have to go." I said as my heart broke and I walked out of his bedroom. I heard some shuffling in a room that connected to the hallway that led to the door. Then, a tall man with a dark brown buzz cut came out of what looked like a kitchen. He looked confused and asked "who are you?" "hi, I'm Ray's girlfriend and I had gotten hurt after school and was unconscious, so he brought me here and took care of me." I took a breath and then the man started to speak again, " hi I am Ray's dad, and I know that you just didn't get knocked unconscious by your own doing so why don't you tell me what really happened." Ray's dad said with concern in his voice. "Okay, I guess"
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RomansaSara Watson was a freshman in high school. She was bullied constantly verbally and physically by a girl named Christa. Then someone helps her and her life is never the same...