I am a Queer woman and live in a small village in Germany. Many religions meet here and so do opinions. I had to live closeted a long time. I admire Women, I always did. When everyone looked at that hot Man with his muscles and sweet charm, I only could see the Women he was there with, I think Women are the most beautiful creatures in the World and they should be valued more .
I like to take long walks and dream about how my life could be in the future. I dream about Moving to the Berlin, I dream about my beautiful fiancé on my side, I dream about a house with a garden and I dream about Happiness and being together with someone without the fear of someone disagreeing with the way I live or hiding what I am or how I live my live. I think its extremely important for us to fight for what we want.
When I first realized that I might could be into girls I thought a lot about it, I was scared and didn't like myself. I outed myself as bi to my friends when I was 14 and lost a lot of Friends. I would say that for my age I went through more than other people my age. I've experienced bullying, homophobia and (sexual) abuse.
I grew up in a loving Family and we where always so close but the older I got the more I realized how toxic this Family is. Everyone loves my Family and I stopped counting how many times someone said they wished their family was like mine. But let me tell, we are definitely not a perfect family, actually we are the complete opposite.
Most members of my Family are Homophobic, since I came out to them it has been really complicated. It only got worse, when I got engaged to my loving Girlfriend.
My mom works a lot and since a very young age she influenced my opinions. I mean I Love my mom, she raised me and did so much for me, but sometimes I question myself if that reason is enough to stay. Is it enough to deny myself, is it enough to fake a happy smile even if I want to scream and cry.
I had a really good life, I've been working as a Nurse in a new-by Hospital, I am leading my own unit, I work with a lot of great people. With no warning my life took a total change and I nearly lost everyone and everything I've been working my whole life on.
I am Destiny Phillips and this is my Story...
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The Destiny
RomanceDestiny Phillips is a young Woman and works in a Hospital in a Village in The West of Germany. Her biggest Dream? Moving to Berlin, making her dream's come true . When the biggest Wish of all, working with Addison Davis seems to come true she packs...
