White Orchids: As a symbol of purity, these fresh orchids also symbolize faith, humility, safety, elegance, innocence, and beauty. One of the most important feelings you want to impart that you actually really mean that you're regretful. That's where white orchids come in, as they are the flower most associated with sincerity
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To day I go to school, really hoping to see Deman, I want to be normal around him, I don't want him to not like me.
He's in his darkest times, and almost dieing is a big thing. In art class, we had to partner up and paint something we both worked on. He told me to think of a flowers.
"What flower means that your sorry?"
"White Orchids?"
"Yes. Let's do white Orchards."
He quickly sketched an orchard. And I painted it, but he added shadows and detail. And ours was pretty good.
Though everyone else went with some types of animals, or a portrait of each other.
We both got to do something we wanted, and I signed it and let him keep it. It was the best thing in the display case. Though, I don't think he really understands what I was going for.
The coldest month of the year, December. It's also the most depressing time of the year. It's getting close and closer to the end of the school year.
Once it's Deman's birthday in April, he'll be 16, and then he'll brop out. I don't think it's a good thing that he has to do that.
Just like his father hitting him, and taking his money. And what do I do about it. I write it down in my diary.
I write down my thoughts and my feelings about it.
And honestly I wish there was something I could do to help.
I searched it up on the internet the best thing to do is tell someone about the abuse, respect your friends wishes.
Honestly I wish I did both.
I feel sorry for him and I know he doesn't want me to, it's so hard trying to keep quiet. And Pela is being stuck up little bitch like always, I can't let her get to me but it does.
I can't keep doing this I really need something better to do with my time.
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|| Forget-Me-Not ||
RomanceA popular girl and a weird unpopular boy fall in love, the story with an unflavored hit of sorrow, a grave stone in an empty fell of flowers, and a woman reading her story, to the world. "I'll never forget the boy from first grade that got made fun...
