-What I've Lost -JongSanSang Story

Chapter 1

All sight of light was gone, the boy couldn't even  hear any sound , he could only feel his body who was getting  swallowed further down at each second who passed . Do he was getting dragged down to hell?

If so, it has to be quick.

He couldn't even do anything to improve his situation. Some sharp object who was pressing against his back and was getting slowly inside of his skin, it's was burning him so much.

The boy really wished to have a less painful end.

Slowly, The obscurity around him was taking shape and different types of form.

The boy could finally see a hole, where the light was getting inside , as if it's showing him the way to get out of there's.

Maybe, he wasn't dead yet.

With all of his force left, he took a big inspiration to bring his arms in front of him to lift up the heavy metallic object who was crushing him.

Yelling out loud, the boy finally pushed the metallic thing away.

Finally free, the young man  could finally sit down even if it's wasn't quite comfortable, just to get a better idea of his situation.

He was clearly inside of a huge blue dumpster, full of different types of trash.

Out of curiosity, he looked at the object he just took off of him , just to finally realize it's been  a big metal plate.

The object was looking quite sharps, enough to get cut very easily with it.

But, he didn't get any cut, nothing.

Gulping in an anxious way, The boy looked down at his hands. Why he didn't notice it earlier..?

His hands were no longer human one, no. It's was two's robotic one. Lifting up his sleeve to see how far they were starting from , The silver-blue and black arms were  beginning right under his elbows.

Was does that mean?What was he ? Why was he like this ? What happened? Who was he  ?Do was he even really human?

Suddenly, he heard a acute whistle sound inside of his head.

Holding his head tightly with his hands, the poor boy felt like his ears was about to burst. The sound hurting him so much! He could become crazy if it didn't stop!

Thankfully, After a good minute who seemed more like an hour for him, the sound stopped.

He didn't know what that was , but he would give everything to not make it happen again.

But now, He has to go back to his sense and get out of there. The degusting smell of rotten egg mix with organic waste, was too much for him.If he stayed there's even more longer , his stomach would highly send him back everything he could have ate before.

Getting up carefully, the boy was slowly crawling to the nearest wall.

Looking closely where he was ending to, the boy could now only feel all of his injuries he got by staying in those garbage's for too long.

And, He still couldn't remember why he was here in the first place.

Placing both of his hands on top of the dumpster, the boy lifted up his upper body to place one of his legs on the top of it, it's was then followed by the other's one to be able to sit on the edge.

Looking down, the boy was relieved to see he wouldn't get any injury if he was jumping from this short height.

Taking a slight breath, he jumped down without problems. He finally has his opportunity to look around him with a better view where he was exactly.

But, Unfortunately for him, more he was observing the place all around him more he didn't recognize it once a bit.

He was in the middle of an alleyway dark at night, where all he could see on his left and his right was two's enormous house. He never saw once in his life, house where we couldn't even see the top of it.

Feeling quickly uncomfortable, the boy was slowly walking to find a way to get out of there's. He just wanted to see something who will make him remember just a little thing about the reason why he was there.

Getting finally out of the alleyway, the boy stood up still where he was, in complete shock.

They were way too many people all around for him , they were also all dressed up in different types of clothes, some of them were talking and looking down at a small box who was projecting light and sound.

They were many  metallic beasts  who were going pretty fast in one direction in a big road.

He  was getting dizzy to see so many things he didn't even know, his heart felt like it was going to burst , while his breath was getting shorter . It's was too much to take.

Looking behind him, his saw a reflection in the mirror of the huge house alike.

Why someone was  imitating him when he was this panicked?! It's wasn't the right time for joke.

Moving his hand to make the man leave him, the boy froze once again.

It's was him, it's was his own reflection.

And He didn't even recognize himself.

The person he was seeing, didn't feel like him to any form or aspect. And he didn't know why.

Why he has this feeling like he was just looking at a stranger ?

Blue eyes, blue hair, A black metal plate in an upside down triangle was covering the front of his throat and going further down in a gray-blue line.

Looking at his face closely he saw He has also two lines of cyberware under his eyes and a simple line who was starting to his right ear to finish to the other one .. it's was like metal stripes inserted to his skin.

Why was he like this ? Who he really was ??What happened!

Falling to his knees, now incapable of breathing correctly anymore, the boy put both on his hands to the grounds.

He could feel  the rain who was feeling suddenly, Making His clothes  all wet by each minute who passed. But, he couldn't care less. He just wanted to disappear without letting any trace.

-Hey, are you okay ? Let us help you out.»

-Us? You didn't ask my opinion.»

-Who cares about your opinions, i'm older than you. Hey, can you get up?»

Lifting his head up , the boy saw two's men holding umbrellas. They were dressed up like princes with their black chic uniform . He couldn't really see their face correctly, but the boy was sure, their face must be matching with their beautiful clothes.

Before he could answer them anything, he felt directly to the ground, unconscious. Every new thing you he took at once was too much to handle.

-Fuck, what we do? »

-Don't ask me, you're supposed to be the oldest.»