-What I've Lost -JongSanSang Story

Chapter 29

The next morning, yeosang finally woke up as he heard some familiar voice coming not too far away from him.

Opening his eyes slowly, the boy noticed quickly he was laying down on a comfy bed with the same clothes he was wearing yesterday.

Yeosang was pretty much confused , as to know how he ended up there.

The only thing he remembered of yesterday was drinking the bottle of alcohol while Yunho was cleaning up the tiny incident .  After.this,everything went blank.

Getting up, yeosang suddenly felt dizzy. Closing his eyes, it took him everything to not fall backwards .

Taking a deep breath, yeosang took all of his energy left to leave to room to go see Yunho. Maybe he could tell him what happened yesterday night.

But, as soon as he entered in the living room, he saw two familiar faces.

-Yeosang.. i was so worried about you! » said san as he got up to see the boy. As he wanted to go for a hug, yeosang just backed off to go behind Yunho who was standing in the middle of the living room .

San didn't say anything..Never even once yeosang tried to avoid his hug before..

-listen..Yeosang.. I've been ready to forgive you for what happened.. We just need to talk..»replied jongho as his turn.

-Good for you, but me, i don't forgive you.Both of you. »

-w-what?»

-Guy's, i told you just a moment before, but im gonna repeat myself. How do you have the audacity to say ' we forgive you'. What about ' we sorry we acted like some stupid asshole' . You left him alone like a dog in a goddamn hospital! He was crying so much that he even fall asleep on the ground. How could you leave him like this after the new he got from the doctor?  You could have helped him and then talk to him about the issue you were having! But nooo,both of you didn't do shit. I did! So please , get out of my apartment. »yunho did accepted them in his apartment because the choi's were worried about yeosang, but now yeosang was fine they didn't need to be there anymore.

Both of the choi's were dumbfounded. They did not expect things to go this way.

-i .. you are right. I am sorry.. even if its not the right time to say it.. Yeosang ..we just want you to choose one of us.. »

-San, GET OUT. »yelled yunho while he pointed the door with his finger.

Yeosang's couldn't help but cry as he heard the sentence he didn't want to hear. He did not want to choose one of them! He liked Both of them!

Turning around to face yeosang, Yunho bent a little bit to hug him tight.

-you're okay.. see what you did again? Please don't show both of your face here if you just want to make him cry! You did enough. »

Looking down, jongho put back shoes and went back outside without saying anything else.

San started to feel very guilty.. yunho was right all the way .. How he could have done this to him?

-thank you Yunho.. for taking care of him.. and I'm sorry.»

-San.. »

-Yes..? »

Yunho was looking a bit hesitant , he then let got of yeosang a little bit since he was crying less to face san. He sighed before speaking:

-no..never mind.. »

-oh..okay, I'm gonna come back when we will be all ready.. Please text me if something is wrong with him. The doctor is waiting for some news.. And the person supposed to come see him is still waiting too. I may have fucked up a lot of time, but.. i still need to be there for him. »

-you should have thought like this before san.. »

San simply nodded his head before leaving the apartment to go see jongho outside.

-thank you.. yunho.. »

-It's okay, I'm here for you. »

Hugging Yunho once more, yeosang didn't want to let him go. He felt so bad in his mind and body that the only thing he wanted to do was to lay down and do nothing.

-but, i..i was wondering.. i don't have a lot of memory about yesterday.. What happened? » Yeosang asked

-aahh.. That, nothing really happened. You passed out pretty quickly as you drank half of the soju bottles. How are you feeling this morning? »

-like shit.. i am not drinking ever again.. »

Yunho giggle softly , he was still glad to see yeosang was still doing fine.

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As the day's went by, the cohabitation with Yunho and yeosang went pretty well.

Excepted for one thing, since the day where yeosang took too much alcohol , he wasn't feeling so much better. In fact, his state was getting worse by each day's who passed.

Yunho was giving him some medication he knew about, and he also made sure he had plenty of rest, but nothing seemed like its was working on him.

And Yunho did not say anything to anyone about it,since yeosang didn't want to.

But he was worried more than anything for him..he already fainted a few times, he was always dizzy.. He was confused most part of time too, his head was clearly not all the way there.

But he knew that if it's was only getting worse, he wouldn't have a choice to talk to someone about it.

Sighing Yunho took the breakfast he has prepared for yeosang early the same morning , to bring it to his bedroom. Nothing could be better than a breakfast in the bed.

Going inside of the room, he put down the tray on the small table next to the bed .

-sangie~ i made you a breakfast ~ »

But yeosang's didn't even open an eye.

-sangiiiee come on, wake uup~» smiling, Yunho sat down on the bed to shake yeosang body as strongly as he could, but nothing.

-Sangie..? » he tried once again, but this time he was shaking him in every way possible with force, but again, it didn't do anything. He couldn't wake up.

-Fuck! » Yunho cursed, his mind was racing. What he should do now? Call the ambulance? But can they really do something for him? Yeosang was far to be a normal human being with everything who has been modified on his body.

Taking a deep breath, Yunho got up and quickly took his phone to compose San's number. San was always on his phone so he knew he had more chance with him.

And when he heard his voice on the other's side of the phone, Yunho could only be relieved.

-San! You have to come here as fast as you can.. Yeosang.. i ..he's not waking up! His chest is moving.. but I'm really worried..I'm sorry.. It's been a week he didn't feel good.. but i ..i promised to yeosang to not say anything.. I'm sorry.. »

-Fuck! Listen, we are coming right away okay? »

-okay.. »

As soon as san answered the phone and as soon he closed it.

With a matter of times, jongho and san were on their way to Yunho apartment.