-What I've Lost -JongSanSang Story

Chapter 19

Panting heavily both of them stayed in place, exhausted by just what happened.

Jongho hugged yeosang carefully until they really calmed down.

-jon..jongho, sorry.. I didn't say it sooner , b-but..happy birthday » said yeosang hugging him tightly, he felt so exhausted . But even then, he still has the energy to stay awake and hug the man on top of him.

-What I'm gonna do with you..? Thank you so much..» jongho heart felt completely full and warm. This boy .. It hasn't  been a while since he knew him and even then..he would destroy anything and anyone who could try to take him away from him.

-You can keep me. I..i don't wanna leave.. even if l have my memory back.. I wanna stay.. »

Lifting his head up a bit to face yeosang, jongho could see in those beautiful blue eyes, how much it's was important for him to stay.

-I was thinking the exact same things. You are not going anywhere after that anyway.» kissing the boy's forehead, yeosang giggle softly.

-Let's take a bath and go to sleep, are you okay with that ?»

-Yes!»

Jongho raised himself up and slowly pulled out of him . Yeosang shuddered at the strange feeling of emptiness his inside felt.

He couldn't believe he really did it with jongho. But, a part of him was excited and also scared about the idea to do it with San too. Both of them would be his first time in sort way. And he loved these ideas, he didn't think it was wrong at all. It must be normal here too .

And , It was also not something he expected to like, but things were changing and he now wanted and wished to do this with them as much as he heart desired.

Because..They were special and very precious to him.

Getting up, jongho threw the used condom in his small trash and put his clothes back on as he looked back at yeosang who was still in the bed looking at the ceiling.

-Do you want me to carry you?»

-Oh, I should be okay! » slowly lifting himself up, yeosang's stepped out of the bed and lost his balance as his legs felt too weak and shaky.  Even his butt felt like it's was burning!

Catching him up right on time, jongho smiled.

-That's why i asked . Now i carry you, it's not an option anymore.»

Jongho then took a blanket to cover him a bit, and he hugged his waist to put him carefully on his shoulder.

And once  he carried him to the bathroom , jongho put yeosang down on the toilet to adjust the temperature of the water for the bath, and only for this occasion he put bubbles in it.

-hey! look at the water! Is it sick?»

-No, it's not. it's  like a soap who make bubbles. I don't usually put any in my bath, but this time is an exception .  You deserve to relax as much as possible.»

Smiling, jongho went in front of yeosang and lift him up to take him in his arm and put him in the bath with him. Yeosang's was sitting in front of him, back against his torso.

Wrapping his arms on his chest, jongho lay  down his head on his shoulder.

-thank you.. for everything jongho..»

-Ah you're welcome. You can say i am perfect and beautiful too. »

-Shut up!! »

Both of them started to laugh together.