Every day I wonder
what's going on
in your mind.
I never thought
I'd tell you that way.
When you rambled on,
I saw numbers.
29 and all the zeros,
10 years and another.
I'd see you all flustered.
With my lipstick on your lips,
And my eyes seeing yours.
I forgot what my reality was,
but you don't know.
You have no idea,
what my worries point out.
When the beat drops and my heart stops.
While you smile,
I get this feeling.
You never knew how
I hate seeing you smile for the crowd,
and me being part of it.
Not the crowd but a tiny part.
