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Louis was laying on his bed, staring at the ceiling as he was throwing a football ball up and down.

He was thinking about everything that had been going on between him and Harry the past couple of days, and he decided he wanted to talk to Harry about it. But he couldn't let anyone else hear that special conversation. It was his personal business and he didn't want anyone to know about it yet.

So Louis stood to his feet and headed down the hallway to Harry's room. Which he never did. He never went into harry's room, because he normally wasn't allowed. Harry didn't like people in his room unless there was a serious reason or unless you were invited. He'd always have his door locked anyways. So of course, when Louis went to open the door, it was locked, so he knocked.

"Yeah?!" Harry called from inside his bedroom.

Louis leaned against the door. "Can i come in? I need to speak with you."

Harry sat up and got out of bed.
Currently, harry was just wearing sweat pants.
He went to the door and unlocked it, opening it up to see Louis.

"Come in"

Harry went back to his bed and sat.

"God , do you ever wear clothes?" Louis joked as he shut and locked the door again, leaning against it.

"Haha very funny. What's up?"

"I wanna talk about... this" Louis pointed to himself and Harry.

"Okay? what about it?" Harry questioned.

"I really like you Harry.. but uhm... i don't know what to do about it." Louis sighed.

"Well... i don't know, Lou. You realize how this is going to affect our parents right?"

"Yeah, i know. I hate it. I hate that they're married. Like don't get me wrong, love your mom to death. But what if i come out to them, and what if i told them about us and they hated us?"

Harry looked at Louis for a moment then patted the part of the bed beside him. "c'mre"

Louis dropped his shoulders into a slouch and sluggishly made his way to sit by harry on the bed. Harry wrapped his arm around louis' shoulder and cradled him. "they're not going to hate you for coming out. I know for a fact my mom definitely won't. Now, your dad? i don't know because i don't know how he feels about that whole thing. He doesn't seem to have a huge problem with me so i'm sure it'll be fine, and if you want me to help you with that, i will. Or whatever feels right to you."

"I don't know if i want him to know, because i'm scared." Louis laid his head on Harry's shoulder.

Harry rubbed louis back softly making little circles on it.

"I came out when i was 8, it was hard, but my mom accepted me instantly. She was okay with it as long as i was happy. My dad wasn't okay with it, but i know he still loves me at the end of the day, because.. well i'm his only kid. So he has to love me. And your dad is amazing, Lou. He's sweet, and he's funny. Yeah he may be a little hard on the both of us sometimes, but it's only because He loves you and i know for a fact there's nothing that could make him love you any less. I promise. So whenever you're ready to take another step closer to that, i'll be right there with you." Harry smiled.

Louis looked up to him and nodded with a sigh.
"you make everything seem so easy, you know that?"

"i do not. not everything is what it seems. I just try my hardest to act like hateful comments don't hurt me. and most of the time, they don't.. but when..." Harry stopped at once and sat up.

"But when, what?" Louis asked.

"but when people who are important to me, say hurtful things, that's when it really stings and hurts. But then again, i still have to act strong."

𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝑷𝒊𝒏𝒌 (𝑳𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆)Where stories live. Discover now