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Chapter 2 is there something weong with me

I feel so stupid for hugging him. He probably thinks I'm super weird every time I talk to him or even talk about him. People stare and look at me like I'm crazy, am i? Am I going crazy? Is this all my imagination? Am I just overthinking? i don't know and its interfering with my learning i am deciding to get it over with and just ask him to be my valentine i got ready for school and look around for him i found him around lunch time so i went up and asked i was so nervous my voice trembling each word i said then i said it i just flat out said it and he said yes i was shocked i just stood there he smile and m y face turned red i did a very awkward smile back and left i felt so happy so calm so relieved i knew that i couldn't be crazy because he just said yes to be my valentines i told all my friend they were still a little bit not believing but they were happy for me then valentines day rolled around he bought me chocolates and balloons and a cute dinosaur that was pink i of course got him a bear and chocolates and a note he wrote me one too i saved it till home and opened it it was so beautiful just like him we started dating it was lovely we wrote notes on anaverys went out on dates the only bad thing was people alway seemed to stare later onn i noyticed that people started dogging me even some of my friends they would call me mental and crazy and it really hurt me but i always had my boyfriend to comfort me so it made up for it it got to point tho where i started believing them i got scared my boyfriend would tell me there just jealous or they just have somethihg going on but did they or was i realy crazy was he just lying to me because he was crazy too? I would never know but i didn't want it to effect my school life so i just forgot about it a year has gone by i've lost more friends then gained but that's ok b because i still have my boyfriend my mom started worrying about me i don't know why tho im going to the doctor today i'm scared my mom is acting odd about it we got to the doctor