The things you do to me // RDJ Fanfic

13: Listen to me

I hung up the phone immediately, not wanting to hear the poor woman's voice any longer. He's such a dick. How could he do this to me? Most importantly her. She's probably completely oblivious of everything. And to think I trusted him makes my stomach turn.

First guy found someone to fuck, second guy got mad when I said I wasn't ready, third guy left me when I told him no, and finally, when I found someone to trust, a man. Someone that could make me happy, ends up having a wife. And guess what! Didn't bother telling me before he could get his dick satisfaction. Didn't even tell me at all.

My anger couldn't be described at the moment. I scrunched his tie up in a ball and ran back to Alexa's dorm, a single tear escaping my eye.

I knocked on her door, not stopping until she opened it.

"Jesus! Stop! I'm here!" She yelled. She noticed the one tear and the angry face I had. "Oh god." She mumbled. I stormed in her dorm. "Is this about a guy?" She asked, closing the door and following me. I sat down on her couch, not saying a word. "It's about the guy you had over last night?" She sat next to me.

"Men are such dickheads." I blurted.

"Tell. Me. Everything."

"I fucked Downey." I said simply. Her jaw dropped, her eyes widened.

"Is this a joke?" She let out a nervous laugh and stopped immediately when she looked at my straight face. "Okay, you're fucking Downey."

"No, I'm not fucking him, I fucked him." I cleared. "One time, final."

"Okayyyy, like that's normal." She muttered in utter shock.

I threw his stupid tie at her. "But now I wanna hang him from this piece of fabric and see his crippling old face suffocate into a deep purple." I explained exactly what I wanted to do.

"IS THIS HIS TIE?" She took it in her hands.

"I do wish it will soon be the rope his useless head is hung from."

"Can you please elaborate on what the actual fuck is going on?" She exclaimed. "Because from what I understand is you screwed the teacher you supposedly hated the most, and now you want to also murder him?!"

I sighed, taking a deep breath in and spitting out everything that has happened in the last 3 months starting from the first kiss to the call that happened 10 minutes ago.

"All this time, when you've been saying you hated Downey, you were actually dating him?" She asked, just about processing what I told her.

"I told you he's never even asked me out, maybe because this piece of shit has been married this whole time. Probably just wanted a good fuck out of it." I rolled my eyes, thinking of everything that happened last night.

"You should honestly just ghost him." She suggested. "We have 2 weeks off, you don't have to see him or talk to him for 2 weeks."

"Are you not phased by the fact that I slept with a teacher?" I asked straight out of curiosity.

"Ehh, things happen. And he's hot. I don't blame you." She shrugged.

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"Literally, you need to stop." Alexa advised. "You're meant to be angry at him, you're meant to hate him, not daydream about how good of a man he was." She said after she heard my rant about everything I liked about him.

"But how!" I cried. The thing that he's married had gotten to me around 2 hours ago. We were back at my house now since Alexa lives half an hour from me.

Dad was at work and both my brothers were out.

"He's a literal douchebag." She pointed out while reading the hundreds of texts he had sent over the last 6 hours.