The man she knew...

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Jake gave her her coffee, a black coffee with a tint bit of sugar. I got a ice coffee amd Jake a normal coffee with milk. We sat down on the 3 chairs that were around the desk with the computer Rosa and I were looking on. While drinking our coffee I saw a man creepily looking at us, I looked at Rosa and Jake to see if they saw it too but I think they did not see him. I looked at the man again, I knew him from somewhere.. and then it hit me.
It can not be him, can it?!

!TW: SA, Panic attack!

June 5th 2016 (flashback)

''Okay everyone, keep up the good work and I will see you all tomorrow!'' I sighed, I was so done with the  LAPD police academy, especially with Isaac Miller. Isaac looked and acted like a normal 22 year old, went partying, got drunk with his friends and later passing out in the toilets. But he had multiple charges of SA on his name and also a couple lawsuits. He tried to SA one of my best friends, Gracie. Luckily the chief caught him and he was suspended for 4 months, but that didn't stop him. He always wanted more. 

I walked out of the door and got into my car when I saw Isaac coming up to me. "Hey Y/N want to grab a drink with me sometimes?'' ''No thank you, im not interested'' I said ''Oh come on, everyone wants to go out with me!'' He said sounding irritated ''Why do you have to be such a party pooper!?" "Im not interested Isaac leave me alone'' ''Come on pretty thing!'' He said while grabbing my arm and trying to drag me out of my car ''NO ISAAC, I said NO !'' I yelled at him while kicking his stomach.  My kicking didn't help, he dragged me out of my car and pushed me on the ground. ''Not so feisty now, are we?'' He said with a nasty smirk on his face.  He bended over and picked me up. I was still kicking him but nothing worked. He walked to his car and threw me in the back seat. ''Please let me go, please!'' I begged. At that point the tears were rolling down my face. "Aww are you scared pretty thing?'' He asked in a baby voice with the same nasty smirk as before. He kissed me, I tried to kick and punch him off me but nothing worked. Then he went further, I couldn't focus on what was happening. I couldn't focus on the pain, the thrusting pain. At one point I passed out, when I woke up I was lying on the ground. My blue LAPD sweater, pants a bought yesterday were all ripped. I tried to stand up but I was in so much pain. ''Shit..'' I mumbled, I lifted my shirt up and saw a big, yellow and blue bruise covering my ribs. I probably had a view broken ribs, a sprained ankle and a pounding head. Hooray, lucky me...

(flashback over)

''Shit, shit shit'' I mumbled while zoning back in. ''Hey Y/N whats wrong?'' Rosa asked ''Did I get something not right? Did I get something that you're allergic to?'' Jake asked worried. I shook my head, my throat felt dry and my vision started to get blurry. I tried to stand up but I failed and fell on the ground. ''Oh shit'' Rosa said while crouching ''Y/N hey hey look at me'' She cuped my face. ''I... I cant bre-athe'' I said struggling to bring some words out. Rosa was looking at me and saw that I was starting to hurt myself. ''Jake can you see if we have some band aids with us?'' ''Sure Rosa''. Jake went to look through our bags to look for band aids, luckily we had some. In the meantime Rosa was trying to get me to stop hurting myself and to get my breathing under control. "Here'' Jake said handing the band aids to Rosa ''Thank you''. I was still struggling to breathe, I was also shaking pretty bad. ''Y/N, you have got to breathe'' Rosa said ''Copy me okay, you're having a panic attack'' I wanted to laugh, wanted to say ''Yeah no shit'' or '' No really, I hadn't noticed'' But all I could do was nod and copy Rosa's breathing. 

After 15 minutes I stoped shaking and my breathing was stable. ''I'm sorry'' I whispered ''Why are you sorry?'' Jake asked ''A panic attack is not nice, but you can't do anything about it'' Rosa said while putting some bandaids on my arm.
''Can I maybe know what caused it?'' ''Uhm.. well'' '' You dont have to tell us if you dont want to'' Jake said reassuringly ''No its okay, its just a hard topic for me to talk about it'' ''Take your time Y/N'' ''Well, did any of you see that man who was outside the window when Jake was handing us our coffee?''I asked ''Yes I saw him, I just thought that he was looking at the store because there were so many police tapes and stuff'' Jake answered ''Well that was Isaac Miller, a student who was a class mate of me when I was at the LAPD. He also raped me..'' I explained. ''Oh my god Y/N im so sorry that happend to you'' Jake said. Rosa hugged me tightly, I hugged back, not wanting to let her go. Not later Jake also joined the hug, we stayed like that for about 15 minutes. Then Rosa got a call from Holt, who was asking if we already found something. Rosa said we did and we were going back soon. 

(Bonus:)

When we got back Gina came over to me and said ''Damn, you look like you had a mental breakdown'' I laughed  ''Well your not wrong'' ''Linetti and Y/L/N get back to work'' Holt said strictly. Gina looked at me and playfully rolled her eyes an sighed. I went back to my desk and got to work

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A/N

Its done! the third chapter, this was quite a rollercoaster for me to write. I had like 4 different versions of this chapter, but its done.
I don't know if I will make the 4th chapter soon, April is a very busy month for me so if I will post in April it will be around 11- 16 sooo yeah

Well bye and message me if you have any ideas or if you want someone to talk to
- xx Viv <3 

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