𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 | 𝙱𝙽𝙷𝙰 𝚡 𝚅𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗!𝚈𝙽 (discontinued.)

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 Tysm for 10 reads!!

 "Well, I hope this is enough." I sighed. I knew one treatment has a low chance of succeeding, but when there is a low chance there is still that little chance of success.

 "His treatment is done; you may go in."

 I, for once, felt hope. Hope for my father's survival. This treatment should help save him- if not keep him here a little longer! I have no mother, it's just me and him. If he died on me, I couldn't live with myself.

 "Listen, Y/N. I will always be here for you and will never leave you. It is my job as a father to protect you, my little darling." Father's strong and confident voice whispered into my tiny ear. 

 "I know father! You tell me every day!" I whined, like the little child I used to be. 

 I think I was 5 at the time, no, maybe 4? I can't really tell; my memory is a blur. Quite sad not being able to remember your own childhood, am I right? You would think if you enjoyed being a child so much, you would at least remember the experience. It's like if you enjoyed a day a lesson in school, you would forget it the next day. I wonder if this also happens to others.

 Quite nice how the human brain works, am I right?

 I walked out of the hospital and called for a taxi. It was indeed quite late, as the sun was far gone. At this time, I might as well walk home. My hotel is somewhere in Matsuyama, so I have quite a far distance to travel. I probably could probably book a hotel room tonight, but I only have so much money left over from the medication. I would need that money for food, unless...

 No way! I already killed someone I deeply cared about for money; I don't think I'm that much of a psycho! Or am I? Actually, why am I questioning my sanity? 

 I yawned, as I picked up my phone. Great, out of battery. No idea where I should go, and no way to communicate. I don't know anyone around here, and the hospital probably wouldn't let me stay. I'll just have to walk around in the dark with no one around, then a horror movie will probably begin, and I'll get stalked!

 Jeff the Killer is kinda hot. Actually, why am I thinking like that? These strange thoughts keep appearing in my head and won't go away! How do I make it stop? Please make it stop!