SEVENTEEN Imagines

Imagine 50: Butterflies

A continuation of 'The Truth' (Imagine 49)

Dokyeom's (DK) Point of View

"Dokyeom, are you messing with me??", Joshua asked.

I knew it. He won't really believe me. Well, I already expected that he will react this way, but I won't give up. I can't take it anymore. I can't keep my feelings for him any longer. I must let it out.

"I'm not messing with you Joshua. My feelings for you are sincere", I sincerely said.

I could see the confusion in his eyes, but I'm sure he already believes me.

"I... gotta go", Joshua said without looking at me then he ran away.

And here I am, alone, regretting the thing that I did.

Well, it's not like I fully regretted confessing to him. Just a little bit. I actually felt relieved since I already told him what I truly felt for him. It may sounds weird to some of you but yeah, I do like boys, and I also like girls at the same time. I'm bisexual.

But after I've met Joshua, it feels like he's the only person in this world. I've never liked another person after I started liking him.

Whenever we talked, it felt like I'm in cloud nine. It felt like I'm floating.

I tried all my best to keep my feelings for him but as time passes by, I couldn't hold it anymore. So, I decided to confess to him.

After a few minutes of standing here and thinking so deeply, I decided to go back to our classroom.

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Before I could get inside of our classroom, I saw Joshua and Vernon talking. I'm pretty sure they're talking about my confession a while ago, I'm pretty Joshua has already told Vernon everything.

"Did you confessed to her? Did Y/N dumped you?!", Vernon shouted. My world suddenly stops.

I heard it just right.

Joshua likes Y/N.

Well, do I expect him to like me back? Pfft! Very impossible. I actually accepted already that Joshua couldn't like me back cause of course, he already liked someone, but still, it hurts a little bit.

"Hey, I didn't! How can I confessed to her when I already know that she likes someone else and that someone likes me!", Joshua stated which brought me back to reality.

Y/N l-likes m-me?

Instead of getting inside to attend the next class, I decided to just go back to the rooftop.

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Silence filled the air here at the rooftop, but my mind is very messy.

"How come Y/N like me when we're not that close?", I asked myself while walking back and forth.

"Well that could happen right? But why does she even like me? I mean, I'm not even likable", I said to myself. I really look like a person who completely lost his mind. My mind right now might be messy but, I'm still in the right state of mind, I didn't lost my mind, yet.

"Argh! I don't know anymore"

I lied down and closed my eyes. I think I need to rest for a while, especially my brain. I should stop overthinking for now, I know Y/N has a reason why she liked me but... I couldn't liked her back, sadly.

Well, I'm sure she will soon found her 'the one' and I feel like it will be Joshua. I don't know and I'm not sure about it but that is what I felt. They look good together though. I hate to say this but, I hope Y/N would like Joshua back. Just like what I've said earlier, I already accepted it, and I also want them to be happy.