Hi is post contains some pretty graphic descriptions of nasty injuries no photos of course but still can be very triggered,, be safe!!
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Hi it's Kiki I'm in so much pain right now like not /j or haha funny my body hurts so badly idk what to do :((
I woke up with a bad headache so ofc I drink a shit ton of water and try laying back down but the headache isn't any better so yk 😿 I start feeling weaker so I'm like ok I need to eat some food and drink more water then so I get up and immediately collapsed onto the ground shaking and ringing in my ears, my vision went so bright I couldn't even se my hands that we're holding me up and I it took me about 5 minutes before I could get back up
So I'm walking down the stairs both panting and basically crawling because I could barely stand anymore, I opened up the doggy door for my children and heated up some rice n chicken (was very good! Put some green onions and lemon in it too mmm) after eating I felt a little stronger so I went ahead and madee some tea and sat down
My dog comes inside and I know he's hungry so I try to stand up and my knee pops, my joints are weird and have a lack of uhh whatever it's called between the bones but I look down and my lower leg is all jaunty bent and my knee looks gross, at this point I've had enough and start crying like a baby 👍👍 I've dislocated my kneecap before when I was in track so I pop it back in place and cry even harder because btw that hurts so bad
Also my heart feels so fucked up I have a pretty mild arrhythmia from my grandma (thanks) just a delay between some beats but right now it doesn't even feel like it's stopped it's like dundudnudnudnun super fast not a panic attack obv but it sure as hell is making me nervous
I had a doctor tell me when I turned 30 I'd need surgery because as I get older I will likely start having heart attacks (my grandma had very many and needed emergency open heart surgery) but he said not to worry right now and I asked if we could treat it early and he was like "no lol" so thanks for waiting until I start dying until you treat me because now I can barely exercise and also can't have caffeine or my heart explodes (I drink it anyway)
So yeah my moms at work and I can't call her because she works in the ER, my dads at work and I can't call him cuz he lives in Arizona one and two he won't pick up cuz he works a federal job :/ can't call my step dad cuz he's working his military job thing and both my older brothers are deployed somewhere
