Hi. Im letrealla.

I have to tell her :/

My little cousin, alana. I have to tell her.. but I feel like I cant. she cant find out. uhghhgggg. okay im going too. "hey alana hunny,?" "yeah??" her sweet mellow voice echoed threw the room. "I need too tell you something very important, but you have to keep it too your self." "MMM Okay.?, but wait I have to tell YOU something after." a million thoughts went threw my head of what she was gonna show me..

"Okay alana, I cut myself an-"

she cut me short

"I Love you, and I already know.. I found you suiside note, and your razor.. please never do that I need you.?!"

"I- I wont alana. I love you too :), now whats up with you?"

"well.." her voice crumbled like she was gonna cry, she was already teared up.

"im sorry letrealla, -she hands me a crumbled paper.-

I opened the paper scared like something was gonna jump out of the paper. It was a report card, F F D C F. her grades stood out of the paper like it was 3D. she started crying..

"I-I am su-su-su-posed to ge-get it signed by Mo-mom..."

I took a pencil and signed it. Ive always signed my own paper cause my mom hasnt cared since my father..

she wiped her face and walked out of my room, then popped back in and said "thanks si-sis :)" and left. I was so shocked. Its been 3 years and she finally called me *SIS* good day, I think I wont cut tonight :)