𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓗𝓮𝓻 (𝓤𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓷 𝓕𝓲𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 ❣︎)

Shattered

Shattered.

    It's been so refreshing with Jacque in my life. SHe has been the biggest support so far besides everyone else. She helped me pick out a couple of other things for the house, she's been helping me decorate, she helps with my stress, she even helps with cutting my hair. Well...she's learning. She has been such a good help. I have to move soon though so I gotta call the boys to help when the time comes around.

    But there have been a few bumps. Me and Jacque haven't had sex...like at all. And it's not her, it's me. As much as I REALLY and I mean REALLY want to, I'm still having trouble getting that night out of my head! She hasn't been complaining but I can tell she's a bit frustrated about it. I have been seeing a therapist but Jacque doesn't know that. I even started taking medicine a couple weeks ago to calm my anxiety. She also calls me her man and I didn't even ask her yet. She hasn't asked about it yet but I'm gonna do it. I got distracted last time so Imma do it again. Hopefully we can finally be intimate. And no, I haven't told her about that night yet. They asked if I wanted to press charges but I said no...I just couldn't build the courage to do...but I think I will.

    I called everyone and told them we were going to meet at the new arcade downtown. I've been wanting to go so why not? I hurried to get ready and was on my way there. Arrived.

"Hey, ya," I greeted.

"Hey" they responded.

"Comeon, I wanna get on the bumper carts!" Q said.

"I'm tryna go bowling," August added.

"Let's go bowling last," I said. "That's the longest game so that can be the last,"

"Alright,"

"I'm going on the roller coaster," Jay said, leaving us.

    Me and Q went on the bumper carts, August and RL went to the go carts, and D went and played the game with the fake motorcycle. We pretty much rotated and tried different games then ended up at laser tagging. The game was rigged because D ended up winning. Finally, we all went bowling. It was me, RL and August and on the other team was D, Q, and Jay.

"Let's see who loses tonight!" August said.

"You!" D said, grabbing a ball.

"The lies!" August shouted.

"We gone see about that!" D shouted.

    The game went on for about a good 15 minutes. We were 2 points ahead of the opposing team.

"Don't worry ya, I got this," Jay said. He went to toss the ball but ended up falling forward. All of us laughed like, come on, man. How do you fall? Q helped him up.

"Nigga, are you alright?" she asked, laughing.

"No not really," he said, sitting down laughing at himself.

"Yo, I am starving. How the fuck we not eat first?" RL said.

"We can go eat then," August said, running to the food court.

    Well, we abandoned the game and went to the food court. D and Q were helping Jay since he seemed to hurt himself pretty badly. As we got there we found a spot and ordered drinks.

"Jay, you alright man?" RL asked.

"No. I think my hip is broken or something," He said, groaning.

"You gotta be careful," RL said.

"I'm going to the bathroom," I said.

"Okay," Q  said.

(Jacque)