SCARES (Snape X Reader X Fred)

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music: seven & dear reader - taylor swift ✩
** mood board above is the old Madeleine vibe

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           It's the last of my first year at Hogwarts. I walked to a train alone with my large suitcase full of books and muggle music. I was wearing a brown long-sleeve shirt with blue jeans and letting my black hair down as usual. The train was still quiet when I arrived but later filled with sounds of people.
          I watched students saying goodbye, hugging and waving to each other. It usually makes me feel lonely, not to have people to say goodbye to, but this time I felt more protected behind these widows.
          Three students came to sit with me in the carriage, one of them is Bella. She's my best friend, also the coolest and prettiest girl in Hogwarts to me. She likes muggle music and films. She's a social butterfly but also gives me space when I need which is why we get along so well. We know each other since middle school so she's like a sister to me.
          As the wheels started rolling, I put my headphones on and watched Hogwarts getting far away, and the thoughts of what I hadn't done this year came up in my head: still hadn't gone to any party, my crush still doesn't know me and I still come back that shitty house. Honestly, I'm still the same old boring person from high school. Wow, I really wasted 20 years of my life.
          The feeling of shaking woke me up when we arrived at the station. I said goodbye to Bella. I could feel the tear in my eyes as I try to hold them back while I was hugging her cause I know this is the last time I'd see her in the next 2 months. Looking into her eyes, I could catch a glimpse of sadness as well.

At the Sanguis house
           Every minute I live in this house I could feel something bad going to happen. It's a haunted house, my father is always mad and I must have done something wrong cause my sister stops talking to me ever since I was 17. I only have my mom to talk with but she isn't around either cause she's the one who works. So I found myself a part-time job at the Moonlit bookstore. It's a small bookstore with a café inside, not so busy, and I would work until 8 pm so I don't have to spend my time at home a lot.
          It was 9th July, 11.56 am. The time I decided this is the summer that I going to change my life. I opened my notebook, drew pictures of the girl I want to be. I want to be the Cool Girl. I want to be hot, brilliant, funny woman who adores Quidditch, Exploding Snap, dirty jokes, and sleeping in the morning, who breaks the rules, drink firewhisky, loves partying and kissing boys and girls. Go ahead, grab my waist, I don't mind, I'm the Cool Girl*.
           And after that very moment, the picture of Cool Girl being so clear to me. I know exactly what I want and I going to get it. Come on, I can get a straight A last term why couldn't I get this as well.
           I can say I used all my time outside of my job and the money I got from it to transform me into the Cool Girl. The Cool Girl that everybody'll call Madeleine Grant.

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This is my first English writing, sorry for any mistakes
* the Cool Girl monologue is adapted from the Cool Girl, Gone Girl
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