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The wind rises

TW!: Mention of pregnancy and children and death

Kiss me before you go

"Ok, bye. Love you!" Y/n said before she left. "What, no kiss?" Nijiro said as she was leaving his apartment. 

"Fine." she said as she gave him a quick peck. 

Nobody has to know

It was difficult dating Nijiro in secret, especially since he didn't share his love life, and fans... are fans. They pick and pry and they can be scary at times. Especially this new generation, they found out where the senators lived. Anyways, Y/n and Nijiro kept their courting a secret mainly for Y/n's safety. 

They were happy together, and couldn't imagine a life without each other. Especially Nijiro. He was planning on announcing that the two of them were together. After he proposed that is. Yes, he had been planning this from the moment they were dating. He knew Y/n was the one, and he was determined to make her his officially.

Love finds its way home

He had taken Y/n out on a nice picnic date in the woods. Something fairytale-ish (pic above just click the arrow next to the vid). He knew Y/n had a love for the woods, as she had grown up in an area where the woods were everywhere. She would tell him stories of her childhood where she would go out in the woods to her creek to wade in the stream, go crawfish hunting, and forage for wild blueberries. He loved when she would tell him these stories because she described them with so much detail, and her eyes would light up when she recalled those meaningful memories. So he had decided the woods because it was an important part of her childhood and living in the city, well, there weren't that many trees.

Nijiro was nervous, as one would be if they were asking to spend the rest of their life together with their significant other. But everything went smoothly. Y/n said yes with tears in her eyes and Nijiro had hired a photographer to capture the beautiful moment. It was straight out of a fairytale.

But just like all fairytales, there must always be a villain. But this one shows up a bit later.

The days until the wedding were agony. It was an exciting time for the both for you. Finally they day of the wedding came. It was finally time for the both of them to finally say what they've wanted to say to each other for the longest time.

"I, Nijiro Murakami, take you, Y/n L/n, to be my wife, my partner, my friend, my confidant, my soulmate.

Together we will share our love with the world. Through the good and bad, I want you to know that I will always be by your side.

In sickness, I will nurse you back to health. In health, I will encourage you on your path. In sadness, I will help you remember. In happiness, I will be there to make memories with you. In poverty, I will do all that I can to make our love rich. And in wealth, I will never let out love grow poor.

We have already been through a lot together, and I believe God has been preparing us for this moment and for our future together. I promise to keep the good memories alive, and to let the bad ones die. I vow not to let the sun go down on our anger, and to treat each morning as a new day to love you, the gift I have been given. I will not forsake you or these vows that we have made, but rather strive to show you my love for the rest of our lives. This is my promise to you." he said. 

He had no need to remember his wedding vows, for this was all from his heart. This was all the love he had to offer and so much more.

"Today I choose you, Nijiro Murakami," Y/n had begun her vows. "I, Y/n L/n, promise to love you without condition. To honor you each and every day. To laugh when you're happy, and to support you when you're sad.

To guide you wen you ask for direction, to challenge you to be a better person and allow yourself to do the same for me. I promise to be your best friend, your biggest fan, and to always listen and compromise as we go through our journey together.

I can't wait to do life with you." Y/n finished her vows. 

"You may now kiss the bride." The priest said. 

They now newly wed couple didn't waste a second as they both help each other in their arms and shared the most loving and passionate kiss.

So will you think of me?

"I'm sorry but your wife has severe pneumonia. It's likely she won't make it." The doctor said. 

Y/n had been feeling ill lately, but at first she brushed it off. This was also when the couple found out Y/n was pregnant with their first child. Then she became worse. She refused to eat and her coughing got terrible. It got so bad, one day she collapsed, so they went to a doctor.

"You mean I'm... dying?" Y/n asked as she held her hands to her stomach. "What? No! That can't be!" Nijiro said in a panic. " There has to be something you can do!''

"I'm sorry but there's nothing we could do that would put your baby and wife in danger. I think your wife might carry to full term but it will be hard for her."

Of what we could have been

Things we didn't get to see

and all of the in-between

"Hey love," Nijiro began to say. " It's been what? 3 years since I've seen your beautiful face. I miss you. I miss you so much. Everyday is so hard for me. Everyone tells me it's time to move on but I can't. How could I? You were the one for me. You will always hold a special place in my heart. Please, come back to me. I know it'll never happen, but please give me a sign that you're still with me. I love you so much Y/n."

Y/n had unfortunately not made it. Se had died after 7 months. She could've probably made it to 10, but she was suffering so much Nijiro couldn't bear to see his beloved in pain. It was hard for him when she was pronounced dead. His whole world had fallen apart.

"Daddy why are you talking to a rock?" A little voice asked Nijiro. "Hm? This isn't a rock. It's your mother." he told the little girl next to him. " Mama? Mama is this rock? Hi Mama!" The little girl waved at the rock. " Hey daddy. What was Mama like?" " Oh little Akiko, your mother was beautiful. She was smart, and kind. She offered everything she could to others.  Your Mama was so special. And guess what Akiko? You're just like your mother. You look exactly like her my little chickadee."

It was the first time he had used chickadee as a nickname. He remembered that when Y/n was pregnant she would always call Akiko her little chickadee.

"Here Mama. A flower for you." the little girl said as she placed a small little wild violet on the grave. "Come little one. Let's go home." Nijiro told his daughter. 

Suddenly a huge gust of wind came. "WOAH THAT WAS A LOT OF WIND!!" Akiko exclaimed.

Yes my little one. I am always here with you, and I'll always watch over you and your papa. Remember mama loves you

AAAHHHH THIS IS SO SAD BUT SO CUTE LOVE IT. AND LOOK AT ME 2 FICS IN ONE DAY. I AM ON A ROLL. WOOHOO anyways I hope you enjoyed and if you didn't that's fine. Take care my lovelies.