The voices in my head.

Chapter 2

I don't remember anything from last night other than the cuts on my wrist.  It is all just a big blur. I turned around and looked at my clock. "Oh fuck, I'M going to be late!" I mumbled.  I got up and got a light blue V-neck, flannel and a pair of black skinny jeans and my vans grabbed my back pack and headed to school.  "Maybe today will be better." I thought.
On the way to school I heard small dark laughs behind me. "Look who decided to live." Ashton said. His words were sharp. "Fuck, i cant let them see my wrist " I thought to myself scared of what they were going to do to me today. So I tried hinding my arm behind my back,  but that just made them curious.  I jumped as I felt someone grab my wrist and heard a Calum say "Well well well, Look what we have here she cut herself last night!" He glared. I noticed that Ashtons face looked down and he got stiff. Then he started to rub his writs. Then luke snapped me back to reality.  "Why did you do it huh" He said harshly.  I just stood there frozen.  Then Ashton said "Com'on guys, we can do this later" I could tell he was about to cry by the way his voices cracked. Okay well I better get to school before I'M late I thought nervously.
*****8th period*****
   The bell had just rang to go home and I was the last one out as always. I'M always nervous to leave that class room because that's when Calum, Luke, and Ashton come for me and believe me they come for me everyday. As I walked out of the school building I saw them and my hands started to shake and they also became very sweaty,  but then I noticed something Ashton wasn't with them. "Hey Look It's Hazel the girl who wants attention!" Luke snarled
"Yeah, Hey bitch do you wanna die yet?" Calum said evily. Then I saw someone walking up behind the 2 boys, it was Ashton. As their attention turned to Ashton I made a run for it, that was a BIG mistake. They cornored me and started to kick me and punch me then they left saying "Don't ever run away from us again, or your beating will be way worse!"
After that I ran to a part of the school that none goes to and pulled out my razor. I started crying and cutting really deep, blood was pouring and and I was screaming.  I guess I should have thought a little bit more about this because that's when Michael came over and saw all the blood and the razor and his eyes went wide. He started walking towards me but I backed away.....  I always saw him Calum, Luke, and Ashton so I thought get just came over to fuck with me even more but then he said "Hey come here I won't hurt you, I promise." Sweetly so I did he took off his over shirt wrapped it around my wrist which was still pouring out blood and then asked me "What's wrong, Why are you crying and harming yourself, and What happened?"  "I umm,  I can't say.... they would kill me." I said nervously looking around me to make sure they wasn't around. "Hey, Look at me none can hurt you okay I won't let anything happen, I promise." He said sternly but sweet. I sighed and took a deep breath and said "Your friend, Calum, Luke, and Ashton... but Ashton didn't really do anything he just stood there." His mouth dropped like he didn't believe me except he did he just couldn't believe that his friends would do something like this... He then took a Long pause and then said "It's okay I won't let them do it any more " he said while his voice cracked the hole time. Then he drove me home.