I walked into my house after Michael calmed me down and drove me back here. I went upstairs in to the bathroom and took a shower. "Where is your blades, you know you want them." I took my head out the shower curtain and NOBODY was there. FUCK I thought to myself I just wish for once the voices in my head would just go away I tired of them making me selfharm. Sometimes I can't bring much self to not listen to them, luckily tonight was one of those times because I know that tomorrow Michael was going to cheak my writs for more cuts plus he took both of my razors. After I got out of the bathroom and went in my room I did my homework then went back downstairs to get dinner since it was only 8:30 but something was wired my mom wasn't home and my mom don't have a job because the house is paid off. I went and looked around the house and all I found was an envelope that said Hazel on it so I opened it. The note said
Dear Hazel,
I'M sorry I have been a bad mother. I have decided to go away for a while, I have left 5,000 dollars in you sock drawer. I want you to keep the house you can do anything you want just please keep the house it has been in our family for decades and I would like if you raised your kids in it and I hope you are a better parent than I was. And Yes I realize that your not pregnant but just for future references. I will be in touch as soon as I can and even though I haven't said it in a long time I love you baby girl , I hope your life will be better now ~ love mom
When I got done reading then note I broke down into tears. I took out my phone and called Michael, the only person who I knew would help me. The phone rang what it seemed like forever but in reality it only rang twice. "Hello" Michael said. "Hey, umm Michael could you come over for a little bit I really need to talk to someone" I said into the phone you could tell I have been crying. "Of course, I'll be over in 10, Oh and Hazel don't do anything stupid. " Michael said with a worried tone "Okay" I said and with that he hung up and was on his way over.
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The voices in my head.
RandomIn this book Michael Clifford is just a average teenage boy (before his band became famous). Until one day he meets a very depressed girl named Hazel. Who has problems at home with her mom, and is also being bullied every day at school, she feels li...
