The Photographer

Chapter 21

*Jack G's POV*

I didn't want to go back to everyone but I knew I had to or they would freak. Its just tori... She does something to me. but she wants hayes.

I don't know what I want.

I told her that I would be like an older brother to her but I can't be an older brother to her if I want her. Badly.

I sigh and run my fingers through my hair. I see everyone standing near the graffiti and Toris car zooming away.

"Gilinksy there you are" Matt said relived.

"Why would you be worried?" I asked

"Well hayes sai-" he started but I cut him off.

"We don't need to talk about what hayes says" I said. my tone was harsh but who cares.

"But Jack hayes sai-"

"MATT SHUT UP" I yelled getting frustrated just taking about hayes.

Matt just rolled his eyes and walked over to Nash starting a conversation.

"Jack what's been up with you lately" Johnson whispered so no one could hear. Talking to Johnson is different from taking to anyone else. I've known him since kindergarten and he's like a brother to me.

"Man I can't even put it into words" I said with a deep sigh almost chuckling at how idiotic my situation is. she obviously wants hayes. why am I being so stupid?

"Well ever since Tori came along you've been acting different... in a good and bad way." he admits. it's true. I'm not always frustrated at everything, I'm not constantly getting drunk, but I am sure as hell I've changed in a bad way too.

"It's just her." I said.

"Well hopefully you won't feel the same way tomorrow" he said.

"Why?" I asked. What is going to possibly change my mind in a few hours?

"A new addition to magcon. her name is Bree" he explained.

Bree? She sounds so familiar. "huh doesn't even matter." I said bluntly.

"Jack stop normally you would say 'Yes another girl Imma get it!!' Im not saying I like when you act like that I'm just saying that's your natural reaction. Right now, your not yourself what's wrong with you" Jack said. oh my freaking goshh.

"I don't know!! Why don't you just ask hayes! He knows about everything right!??" I said loosening it.

"Jack calm down" he whispered grabbing my arm.

"No!! Hayes can get anything!! He knows about Fucking everything!!" I yelled and everyone heard me... including hayes... shit.

He started to walk over to us.

"Jack what the hell" Johnson whispered as he let go of my arm.

"What was that gilinsky?" Hayes said walking closer.

"I said you know and can get fucking anything isn't that right!??" I shouted at him.

"What the fuck Jack why are you saying this!??" He said back.

"I'm taking about fucking Tori!!!!!" I yelled at him clenching my fists at my side.

"REALLY JACK!!?? LAST TIME I CHECKED YOU WHERE KISSING HER IN A FUCKING ALLY WAY!! I THOUGHT WE WENT THROUGH EVERYTHING BUT YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY STILL JEALOUS!!!" He screamed. No. He did not just say I was jealous of HIM.

Everyone turned to look at us with a shocked expression but I honestly couldn't care less.

"Huh me!?? Jealous??" I scoffed clenching my jaw. "Hayes I suggest you leave me alone before I beat the shit out of you."

"The only reason you try to beat the shit out of me is because you're JEALOUS"

"YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE JEALOUS" I Yelled.

My knuckles where turning white as where hayes.

That's where I felt hayes fist connect with my jaw.

I fucking lost it.

I swung at him so hard he started to bleed. everyone came running holding us back from Each other.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU TWO!???" Mahogany screamed at us.

Hayes was trying to squirm out of shawn and Nash's grip and I couldn't help but want to punch him so I was obviously trying to get out of Johnson and Matt's grip.

I realized how childish I was acting and stopped. But I was still fuming.

"I'll see you guys tomorrow" I mumbled as Matt and Johnson let go.

I'll take a taxi. I mumbled and started to walk away. Still trying to keep my chill.

"Gilinsky" Jack called.

I turned around. "I'm coming" he said bluntly and caught up with me.

We called a taxi and rode in silence.

"I need a drink" I said.

"There's water at home" Johnson replied As If he was my mother.

"You know what I mean dumbass" I said getting pissed.

"Gilinsky you're going to regret it don't you've been sober for a while now keep it that way" Johnson said trying to convince me not to.

I sighed as we entered the house. I realized Johnson was making sense. Normally I wouldn't care and would go to drink anyway, but, I'm not my normal self.

I took off my clothes leaving me in my boxers. I laid on my bed forcefully shutting my eyes trying not to think about anything.

I need a place where everything is the way I want it to be, I want to forget about everything. I know drinking would be getting me to that place but... I just can't.

I grunted knowing I can't do anything. I forcefully shut my eyes again, letting sleep take over my body.

Hey guys... I've been reading a lot of gilinsky ff's and now I got feels oml 😂😭 Anyway I haven't had any comments or a lot of votes or reads for the past couple of chapters and I kinda think no one really likes this book... anyway, ily

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