: Choosing to let Mori back into his life brought back some bad memories that night :
*9 years ago*
"Mori~San where are we going exactly," Young Dazai asked, "I'm giving you a place to stay" Mori replies. "Like a house!?" Dazai said with a little excitement in his eyes. "Yes like a house" the doctor responded. "I get my own house!" The brunette giggled to himself.
"Uh, Mori~San? This doesn't look like a house." The boy said confused and scared. "Is it not good enough for you Shuuji~kun?" Mori asked with a pout. "It's great! Don't be upset Mori~san! Sorry!" Dazai said quickly.
They approach a shipping container as they walk in Dazai looks into the container with sadness, he wasn't getting a house. "Do you not like it Shuuji~kun?" The doctor said in a sad tone. "I love it..." Dazai says in a lying tone. "I see, enjoy then."
~~~Back to present dazai~~~
Dazai's POV:
I shoot up from the bed, gasping for air, "Why would I think about that... it's over... he changed... right?" I repeat to myself. "It's okay just go back to bed and try to forget about that..." I write it down in a journal and then lay on my side as I try to fall back to sleep.
*POV over*
~~~Dream starts now~~~
"Tell me Dazai, Why is it you wish to die?" a voice echoes. He opens his eyes to see his younger self and Mori in his office that day he asked that question.
"His eyes..." Dazai says to himself. "His eyes are a different shade of purple than they are now..." Trying to wake himself up he pinches his arm, and slaps himself but can't wake up.
~~~Dream Over~~~
Finally waking up, he turns to face his clock and sees 10:48 am on the clock. "SHIT I'M LATE FOR WORK" he quickly gets ready grabs his dream journal and runs out the door.
He takes a deep breath after running, puts his usual dazai face on and walks in. "DAZAI YOU'RE LATE" the young blonde yells. "I know" Dazai chuckles.
"Good morning Osamu" Yosano smiles, "Can I see you in the infirmary Yosano~San" Dazai asks with a smile on his face.
They walk into the infirmary and he hands yosano his dream journal, they read through it and he goes home that night in hope that he won't have anymore nightmares.
But that name... Shuuji... He hasn't been called that in a long time.
~Dazais POV~
Laying down at night is always hard but tonight is especially hard. I just can't seem to sleep, I lay there and stare at the ceiling and hope for a better night.
To be continued...
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FanfictionMori and Dazai story (NOT A SHIP) I don't have much to say about it... You really have to read it... This is my AU Fun Fact: I wrote all three parts in my algebra class cause I was bored and thinking about it so I was writing it in my notes but here...
