Look At Me (jinkook)

THIRTY TWO

Jeon Jung kook

"Hyung, how much longer are you going to pretend to be asleep?". I asked jin hyung who was pretending to be sleeping in front of me. I know he woke up half an hour ago, but I was eagerly waiting for him to open his eyes and look at me, but he just closed his eyes and lay down so as not to see me. But I started giving him a speech myself to make him open his eyes.

"I will open my eyes only when you have no choice but to get out of here". Jin hyung said to me as if he would never look at me now with his eyes open.

Even though I got angry after hearing what hyung said, I controlled my anger and asked him "why you don't want to see me now?". 

To that, he angrily told me "You hid a lot of things from me, not only that but you decided to kill my friend tae and then my friend hoseok too. I decided to live with you with full trust in you, but you broke that trust and made me suffer. Then How will I see you now if you have done that".

"Hyung, even if what I did was wrong, you should know the reason why I did it all, the reason is so that you don't hate me and break up with me. I'm not justifying my mistake, but I said this so that you know why I did it." I told the reason why I did that, I knew that Jin hyung would be angry with me for this too.

"“You say you don't justify your mistake. But that's what you're talking about, it seems to me. You did a lot to me apart from that, you cheated me and married me and then preg..” Jin hyung came to tell me that he was pregnant, but eventually calmed down. I was sad that he did that, but now I want to hear that word from his mouth happily.

"Hyung, I didn't hear the last word you said right, so you say it to me again". I was eagerly waiting to hear that word from him.

To which he sighed and said "I know, you know what I mean to say, I won't say it out of my mouth to you now".

When he said that, I immediately hovered on jin hyung and kissed him on the lips, so that he opened his eyes in shock and angrily said to me "Jungkook, don't kiss me without my permission?".

Then I held his hand and showed him the ring I put on his hand and arrogantly replied "From the day I put this in your hands, you are completely mine, so I can do whatever I want with you without your permission, only I can do whatever I want with you".

He gave me a stern reply "Just because you put that ring on my hand you don't have the right to touch me, you have to touch me only if I give you permission. So don't touch me again I don't like it".

“hyung why are you annoying me now”. I asked him not knowing how to convince him now.

Jin Hyung angrily told me "You hid the truth from me and made a lot of mistakes so that I don't know it, then you got me married early, and now you come to me and talk to me like you're trying to convince me, how can I be convinced. If you had told me all the truth about yourself in advance, then maybe I would have fought, but in the end I would have been convinced and joined you. Because all these years I waited only for you and I never gave space to anyone else in my heart. To me who was waiting for you like that, you could have calmed me down by telling me the truth before."

hyung was right if I had calmed him down by telling him the truth about myself first, we could both be happy now. But I have not done it and now I am suffering. Then I thought to try to convince him and spoke again "Forgive me, this one time I won't hide any truth from you".

At that hyung closed his eyes and didn't say anything to me, then I lay down next to him and hugged him tight and waited for his answer.

Kim Namjoon

Jimin and i were waiting for jin hyung's friends, we knew that when they both saw us they would immediately want to run into his house to see what happened, but we waited for them to come so that wouldn't happen.

At that time we saw both of them coming home from a distance, and when they came to our side, when their eyes fell on us, they dropped the parcel in their hands and tried to run quickly into the house. But me and jimin stopped them and tied them both inside the car we came.

They both kept angrily looking at us, but suddenly jimin untied hoseok's handcuffs and went out saying he wanted to talk to him.

When they got out of the car, hoseok slapped jimin hard on the cheek and grabbed his shirt collar tightly and asked "How could you kiss jin hyung and be mean to him, He came to you for me and behaved like that, but you took advantage of it and misbehaved with him, and I am angry enough to kill you. Besides, you've been lying about loving me, haven't you?".

"hoseok I didn't lie to you, I really love you. I liked jin hyung the first time I saw him, but when I realized that jungkook's eyes were different on him, I quickly erased my desire. Then, I liked you when I saw you, I immediately started teasing you, everything I just told you is true. When Jin Hyung is standing in front of me like that, I can't help but touch him, it's my fault, please forgive me, it's my fault that I didn't understand at that time". jimin told hoseok why he acted like that.

To that, while Tae was looking at Hoseok very curiously to see what Hoseok would answer, I asked him "Do you think your friend will accept him?".

To which he arrogantly replied to me "My friend is not stupid, he will definitely reject your friend".

"I made a mistake, if I had shot you right that day, you wouldn't have come in front of me today and talked arrogantly". I didn't shoot him properly because of a little care I had for him that day.

He looked at me mockingly after hearing what I said, so I got annoyed and told him "I can kill you now, if I want to".

To which he mocked me "Again you can't aim and shoot me properly".

To that I kissed him on the lips and told him "The reason I couldn't kill you that day was because I loved you".