𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙎𝙤 || ☆Kokonui☆

[[FIVE]]

"Seishu.. I can explain.. please give me a chance." Kokonoi pleaded as he lagged behind inui

"N-no koko! I remember everything now.. i-i... i-...." inui whimpered as he burst into tears and fell towards the ground, kokonoi quick to rush to his side.

"Seishu.. my love.. please.. calm down, we can talk this out!" He spoke convincingly as he held inui closer to him.

Inui looked at kokonoi with a hesitant look and nodded his head. He leaned in and placed his head on kokonoi's shoulder, tired from the moments that just passed, his eyes drooped downwards slowly, and he closed his eyes shut. Kokonoi picked the limp whitenette up as he walked towards his car waiting a few miles away.

'Whatever hatred he might have in his heart for me now.. I will make it go away.. I will... make him love me..'

2 YEARS AGO

Inui sighed as he marked a date on the calendar, it was kokonoi's wedding. Not with him though.

His lungs felt suffocated and his heart felt heavy. It was as if his heart would drown him in a flood.

He sat on his bed and looked away, towards the floor, trying to erase all the memories of him and kokonoi. But he couldn't, he let out a sob as tears flooded his eyes yet again, it was perhaps the 10th time he cried that day.

He picked his phone up again, to see kokonoi's before wedding picture get flooded all over the internet. He threw the phone on a pillow nearby and plopped down on the bed.

He buried his head into the pillow as he let out a scream. He tried sleeping but the hollowness in his heart was just so painful.

He hugged his pillow close to his chest and pressed it tight, perhaps it could get his pain away. But it didn't work, he then took his big teddybear and pressed it close. He dug his head into the stuffed animal.
"P-please.. n-no.. s-stopp... I can't do this anymore..."

He replayed all the memories in his head, all those he had with kokonoi, those made him feel suffocated as well.

He remembered how kokonoi's older brother had planted satsuji in. She was kokonoi's childhood bestfriend and liked him. But seems like kokonoi's older brother disliked inui, so he set up plans and broke them up.. and today this wedding..

It shouldn't be this way! Kokonoi promised.. he said.. that they would have a lovely future together..

He stood up on the cold tiled-floor and walked towards the door. He took the jacket and wore it as he walked out the door towards the main entrance.

"k-kokonoi.... I love you.." seishu spoke weakly as he dropped down to his knees and hugged koko's knees.

"Seishu.. leave." Kokonoi spoke in a few words

"Koko! I can't live without you.. it was a mistake from both our sides... but i-...I need you.. I want you again please.. I-i... cant live without you. everyday Is so... suffocating... its been us since the beginning.. i loved you..n-no.. i love you!." inui whimpered still gripping kokonoi's bright white pant.

"Inui.. no.. I have realized that satsuji is now a part of my life.. I can't hurt her.." He replied.

At the moment, the bride, satsuji, stumbled inside the room. She looked between both of them with her bright bubbly eyes with a shocked expression.

"W-what's going on here..?" She looked at koko with a look of hurt in her eyes.

"Satsuji.. I already told him that we are done, but seems like he doesn't wish to listen.." kokonoi glanced towards the bride and muttered in a straight tone.

"K-koko... please.. you promised me! A future for only a two of us.. please.. where is it?" Inui asked kokonoi in a pleading tone. Kokonoi looked down at him with dead eyes as he yanked his leg away and walked closer to satsuji. 

"Forgive me inui.. but I am taken.." kokonoi ended as he looked away from inui. Inui heaved as he stood up slowly and walked towards kokonoi.

"T-that's really nice! Good l-luck then! Haha... it was a nice time with you.. but seems like we have to bid goodbye..see you!" He laughed as he placed a kiss on kokonoi's cheek, leaving him shocked.

He laughed as his heart weighed down in pain. He walked backwards slowly as he stared at kokonoi with pain evident in his eyes, but he smiled wide.

Inui stopped in his tracks as his back hit the balcony railing. He waved his hands at kokonoi as he propped himself up on the metal.

Kokonoi screamed as he ran towards inui, but oh God was he late.

Inui slipped off the rail and fell downwards. He felt the air hit his back and smiled brightly as his back hit the gravel floor.

He felt a tingling pain in his head as he cried out, his consciousness droopy and he looked around, waiting for kokonoi. He wanted to see him for the last time. he wanted to be in his arms as he took his last breath.

That very moment, his wish came true. Kokonoi appeared right before him with tears brimming in his eyes. His lips whimpered as he placed inui in his arms and hugged his small frame.

"I-inui, why??! I love you! I fucking love you! You could have just made me jealous! W-why this??!?!" He screamed as he sobbed loudly and held inui close to him.

The ambulance sirens came close as inui's eyes dropped and closed slowly. His body went limp and his lips parted.

Kokonoi stared at his porcelain figure in shock as he tried shaking him awake.
"Inui? I-inui?! Love, PLEASE WAKE UP!!" He screamed again.

Kokonoi wrapped his arms around inui and nuzzle his head in the crook of inui's neck as he sobbed loudly and cried. His tears falling on his skin drop by drop, but inui didn't wake up.

He couldn't.
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Hello people! Expect this to be the last chapter from me for a while! See you!