me right now

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pretty memories

and I still find myself 

wondering 

how my life would be 

if I changed everything 

I ever did 

im still going forward

while my mind's still stuck in the past

oh my 

I wonder what I'll do with my life

im far from home 

and I can only see the darkness 

inside of me 

and believe me

 when I say 

its not pretty at all

get me out of here

im begging please 

I cry myself to sleep 

its getting hard to dream 

can you hear me scream ?

please help me 

how much longer can I take this 

on my mind every day of my life

I wanna talk about it 

I wanna scream it out load 

but im scared 

sometimes all I do 

is lie in bed 

and hope I fall asleep

before I fall apart

so much pain 

in someone so young 

that is me 

and no matter how far I run 

I always come back around 

and I fall apart again 

and I don't have anyone 

anyone to put me back together 

so much pain 

In someone so young 

are you all blind ?

to blind to see 

that im falling down

all my light shutting out 

this is me right now

my will to live 

is slowly fading out

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