Three years later..
Mullys Pov
I wiped my face as I threw the rag in the backseat laying my hand on the wheel I had gotten off the phone with Lilly she told me I could stay with her
I pulled up to her house as me and Bullet got out and walked up to the door
Lilly opened it and immediately pulled him into a hug
Lilly-¡Imbécil, te he echado de menos!
Mully-I know but I'm back
Lilly-What are you taking Spanish now?
Mully-Haha I just know what you mean
She rolled her eyes as she let me in she showed me to my room as I laid down and she left me to get some sleep
Few weeks later..
I was at the store looking through the dog treats as someone caught my eye Fuck it's josh! Wait josh.. I felt myself staring as we locked eyes i quickly looked away but put the treats down trying to walk away as he grabbed my arm
Josh-Mully
Mully-Joshua please let go I don't want to hurt you
Josh-Fuck do you mean your the one who left and know your acting all casual!
Mully-Josh please..
Ours eyes met as he took his hand off me
Josh-You asked me to marry you what happened did I scare you away
Mully-No you didn't-
Josh-Then what! What did I do! Please just someone fucking tell me what I did!
Mully-You didn't do anything I just didn't want to hurt you!
At that moment a worker came up to us
Worker-Sorry but I have to ask you guys to leave
I sighed as we both walked outside as the argument just went on and on
Mully-I left because I didn't want to hurt you!
Josh-I don't care if you didn't want to hurt me! I didn't want you to leave you promised you wouldn't leave!
He broke down in tears as he pushed Mully back he kept pushing him when Mully got mad and pulled him into a hug he hugged back
Josh-Y-You promised...
Mully-I know and I'm so sorry I just couldn't stop thinking about hurting you..
Josh-And you just hurt me even more
He pulled away for me as he tried turning away from me I grabbed his hand seeing the ring I held his hand in both of my hands softly rubbing my thumb against his hand
Mully-You kept it..
Josh-I could have just gotten rid of it..
Mully-I'm really fucking sorry I left I didn't want to but I could stop myself
Josh-But you could have
Mully-I wasn't thinking-
Josh-Exactly you weren't! You never do!
Mully-I really can't stand you right now
I turned around and went to take a step as josh tried to grab me as I caught his hand twisting it as he winced I lossen my grip seeing all the blood red cuts and slits on his wrist
My eyes widened as I stepped back I took a breath trying to keep my anger down
Mully-You cut.?
Josh-You left I felt like it was my fault..
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FanfictionJosh was a high schooler who would always hang out with his friend group until a New kid showed Up and when Josh hung out with him he felt safe they quickly fell in love but then he left josh and every thing changed..