characters x oc's || oneshots

for you || total drama pt. 1

'Dear Diary,
I have never met someone like him. The way he can make sarcastic comments and not care when people are annoyed by it or how he can make friends so easily. I guess that makes me pathetic in a way. I can't help but laugh. How is he so effortlessly him and be proud of it? Maybe that's what makes me like him. If I did that would people like me too or would I be thrown away? I guess we'll just have to see.'

I sigh as I close my leather diary.
I put it into my backpack i keep with me at all times.
I'm surprised Heather hasn't tried taking it by now.
Our last challenge was in Japan and my team had lost Harold.
Good. He was starting to get on my nerves. Especially with how bossy he was.
He's not the only one who is interested in japanese culture.
Honestly I don't have the energy to do anymore of these challenges.
Why can't Chris go easy on us?
Then again it wouldn't be a challenge if it was easy.
I wipe away the tears on my cheek and decided to get up from my seat in the economy class to go wash my face so it's not red and puffy.
As I walk to the restroom I bump into Sierra.
"Sorry.. I didn't see you there Sierra."
I give her a tired smile.
I'm shocked she isn't bothering Cody like she usually is.
She looks up and notices my puffy face and frowns.
"It's okay, but are you okay? You look like you've been crying!"
What? She cares?
I thought she only cared about Cody?
"To be honest no, not really."
I sigh. "Wanna talk about it?" She said sincerely.
"We can talk in first class! No one but me is up."
I think about it for a second. Should I tell her about how I have a big crush on Noah? Wait she probably already knows about it.
I guess it can't hurt to tell her about my feelings for him.
"Sure. I can't keep this to myself forever."
I walk with her to first class and join her at the bar area.
"So what is it your thinking about?" "Well as you probably know, I kinda like.. Noah." I blush in embarrassment.
This is the first time saying it out loud.
She only nods,conforming she knew.
"I've been thinking about giving up and trying to move on."
She gasps at my words. I tilt my head in confusion.
"You can't just give up! Have you tried talking to him or confessing?"
I shake my head. "I can't just confess to him! What if he rejects me?"
"If he doesn't like you then he's missing out! And you'll never know if you don't try!"
I look down. I can feel the tears forming in my eyes and i don't want her to see me like this.
I've always been afraid of rejection.
Thats why i joined this stupid game. Because everyone back home sees me as this prefect person and I can't stand it.
I want people to see me as me and not as this being of perfection."But.." Sierra cuts me off "Sage.. what if he does like you? You'll never know if you don't try."
Sierra gives me a warm smile and i cant help but smile back.
I can't believe she's actually giving me advice.
"I.. I think I'll try to confess to him after today's challenge. Thank you Sierra."
"It's no problem, make sure to get some sleep okay? You're gonna need all the energy you can."
I only nod and get up.
"You can sleep here if you want!" She offered.
"Thanks but I actually like sleeping back there" I replied.
"Oooh.. is it because Noah's back there too?" She wiggles her eyebrows.
I giggle and playfully hit her shoulder.
We exchanged goodnight and I go to get some rest. Today is going to interesting.
I can't help but to be nervous and excited.