the whole story part two

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Mental hospital for Clark Kent beings

It's been Sunday morning at the hospital; Clark was still sleeping and still crying. He was sitting and looking out the window.

But I am still mad and still missing her. Meanwhile, His parents still didn't tell anyone the truth about what happened with him. His friends still don't what's going on? The parents didn't worry much. Later that day, Clark started to write about things down. Here what he said in his book: I am feeling some pain again, my heart and soul is still weak. I miss you and I wonder what will I do without you in my life? How will I go without you in my life? How will I go on without you in it? You were my heart and soul, when you died, so did I. why did it have to happen to you? Why would I see you like that? Why I blame everyone for it? Why I can't stop blaming me for it? So I am here in this hospital and I am trying to figure out what can I do about me? I miss you, I love you, when will I see you again?

Then he stops writing and he went to sleep. Then the next morning, Then he started to write about what he feels. He wrote this down, She did nothing wrong. Something happened, they blame her for it. Why blame my love for what happened? Then I found her and it was to late for her, now I lost her forever because them, my ex friends. I don't want to see them ever, whey they hurt her, and they hurt me more. Now I am in pain now. He also said: I am person who having a hard time over something that happened and my heart and soul was taking way when someone who I loved died and I found my love.

My friends didn't understand that and they blame her for something that she didn't do. Now I can't be round them until I work this out. I don't know how long would this be and I am better off in here then out there with them. But I miss my parents and love them. They are trying to help me and allowing me to stay in here and get some rest and maybe something help dealing with it.

Then few weeks later, his parents came by to see him, they saw him and Clark look like he's happy again and now he is dealing with it and what happened. The doctor said: we had to put him on deathwatch for while to calm him down and then he was okay. The dad said: My goodness. I know. Then he came out of it and then he was back to normal and I think he ready to come home.

Then Clark went home and he went to his barn and he started to fell sleep now and he just sat in the barn and think about her.

Then his friends came by to see him and he was in the barn, they said: Clark, how are doing right now and we been missing you lately? I been here and doing my homework and writing something's down about everything that happened. We been missing you At the Talon and we wanted you to come by and see the place. I been busying and I might come by tomorrow afternoon. Okay. Then they left him and he started to write something's down on his computer and here what he wrote down: I am home now and I feel happy and then my friends came by to see me and I talk with them, then they left and I still have pain towards them over what happened to you and I wish you were here with me. I know that everything would be ALL RIGHT for me and sometimes I wish that we had left here and you wouldn't be dead and I won't be alone for my rest of my life. Why did they have to come by and see me? I wish that they could stay way for now and until I am ready to see them. But I decide to go see them at the talon and I guess I can do that for you and me. I love you and I miss you and I'll be okay if I remember you in my heart and I promise you they won't hurt me at all. I hope I can do this and Alicia, be happy and I'll see you again in my dreams. Then he stops writing and went to sleep.

Then morning after, I woke up and got dress, and gave kiss to his parents and then I went back to the barn and I stayed there until 2:00 clock.

Then 2:00 clock happened, that when things started to happen to him at the talon with them there. He walk in there and he sat down and then he saw his friends coming to see him and so they sat down and Chloe started to talk about things. Then she said the one thing that he didn't want to hear yet and this what she said: I am sorry about what we did to Alicia before she died.

Then he said this so loud: don't you darn talk about my Alicia again! Clark, Calm down. I can't, when you talk about her, I feel more pain then ever for her. We are sorry. Clark started to scream so loud and he couldn't stop and he said: My Alicia is gone from my life forever and I won't have her back and I want her back and I don't need your forgiveness and when she died and I died right along with her and then his parents came to hear what he is saying and they heard this: I was in a mental hospital for few month and trying to get help for mental break down over her death and over the pain that you cause her. While I was in here, I was on deathwatch and I almost killed myself to be with her and I almost left my parents forever.

I didn't want to do that and I would miss them. But I am still mad at you for hurting for the things that you say about her. Clark, They said. Then he said this: I won't be married to her or have kids either and grow old together and everything else and now I know I won't marry at all and when I am twenty-six years old, I am adopting a child of my own and I am naming her Lara Alicia Kent. I will be a single father and I'll be happy forever. Then he stops talking and they said: I am sorry for everything that we did to her. Thanks, Then he ran to his parents and then they took him and he fell sleep and they hold him and everything at that moment was good. But meanwhile, everyone was still in shock over what he said and now they think how wrong we were about her.

Then they realize what they did to Clark and how he's having a horrible time with her death, what he almost did at the hospital. Then what he said tonight? Then at the Kent farm, Jonathan and Martha Kent bought home their son after what happened to him at the talon and then Jonathan carried him to his bedroom and then he started to cry over what happening with their son and why he can't stop having pain in his heart? So Martha and him stayed with him, then he started holding himself and then his parents came to hold him once again. What can we do for our son, Jonathan? I wish I knew, sweetheart. We love him so very much.

Then the morning after, Clark is still sleeping and he dreams about her and sometimes he cries in his sleep and how he wants to hold her. Then Clark woke up and he got dress and he kiss his parents and then he went to the cemetery and he sat down by her grave and started to talk to her about something's and then he said this to her: Alicia, you were my love and I loved you very much and then everything happened and everyone blame you for everything that happened and I didn't. Now I lost you and I can't get my life in order and I blame everyone for happened. My love, you didn't do anything wrong and I don't blame you and I blame them.

Then he started to walk back home and he went to his barn and he fell sleep and he had dreams about her and what would had happened if they left there. That night, He dream of his love and being married with her and having kids and grandparents watching them, everything else with her, His love.

Ten years later after what happened to his love, Clark Kent become a writer in his hometown and Never left for the city like he wanted, he stayed home, He adopted a little girl name Alicia Lara, He never married, never wanted it, He never saw the girl who blame his late love for it, But he did see his best friend chloe and her cousin still. His parents live close to them. Years later, Clark Kent died in his home at age 79 years old and he had his daughter and her kids with him when he passed away, Clark was buried by a old place on the hill, where he used take his love and holding each other and A brench is there in their name. His daughter Alicia said: He had a smile on his face like he saw his love again, the one who died in his arms. My father and his love are back to together again, this time without the pain of other hurting them. The story has ended now.

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