love through scars

Chapter 5 julia/Lucas

Julia.
After saying these words he walks off and goes to sit back at his table. I am in shock. What just happend? I shove my confusion to the back of my mind and walk towards Noah. "Hey."
"Hey are you ready to order?" He answers with a big smile on his face.
"I am so sorry but i'm starting to get a headache and i'm very tired so maybe we should do this another day if that's ok?"
"Oh, uhh, well yeah sure want me to give you a ride?"
" No no that's ok i'll call an uber thanks tho. I'm so sorry again." I can just see the disappointment on his face and I am sorry. Truly. But... I don't know i just get this feeling that around Lucas that i don't even know how to describe. I walk outside and call an uber.

After a few minutes the uber arrives and i drive back home.  I unlock the door and walk inside as quietly as possible.
"Julia is that you honey?" i hear my mom yelling from the kitchen. You've got to be kidding me the last thing i need is for my mom to ask unnecessary questions.
"Yes mom."
"You're back early what happened?"
" Oh i ,uhh , just don't feel so well so i came back home."
"Everything ok tho?"
"Yes mom."
"Ok get some rest let me know if you need anything."
I walk upstairs and let out a sigh of relief. I walk into my room and lock the door behind me. I unlock the window just like Lucas told me too and get dressed into something more comfy. I took out some grey shorts and a black crop top. As i'm waiting for Lucas i text Noah.

"Me: Hey i'm so sorry that i cut our date short I don't feel very well but we can maybe hang out another time."

I press the send button and wait for a response. I see three dots at the bottom of my screen and then they disappear. I drop my head on my pillow and i hear a knock on my window. I lift my head up and see Lucas climbing trough my window. "Jeez your window is small." he says cleaning himself up.
"Sorry don't complain to me i didn't build it." I said sitting up and crossing my legs.

Lucas:

I look up and let out a small laugh. "Don't sass me here i just climbed up your roof and squeezed myself trough that tiny window of yours."
"Well that sounds like a you problem i didn't ask you to do it. What was it that made you stand up my date?" she said raising her eyebrows.
" I warned you not to go out with him and you didn't listen."
"So? You aren't the one to tell me what to do."
"Julia?"
"What?"
" You don't get it do you?"
"Get what?" She says with a confused expression.
I walk closer to her bed where she's sitting with her bare legs still crossed. She looks up at me with those big green eyes of hers.
"That you are mine and only mine.Do you understand?"
Her cheeks turn red and she starts breathing more heavily and faster. I kneel down so we're on eye level and her eyes stay locked with mine. I come closer so my face is inches from hers. Her eyes lower to my lips as she licks hers. Fuck the hold this woman has on me is unbelievable and she isn't even aware of it.
She swallows and her eyes find mine again.So i give her a small smirk,stand up and walk towards the window.
"Wha-what..." my grin grows at the confusion and annoyance in her face. But i know i won't leave without a kiss.

Julia:

Is he shitting me? So he comes into my room, tells me i'm his, teases me and then just walks away? I will not let him climb out of that window without feeling his lips on mine.I stand up and call after him. When he turns around i'm right behind him. I stand on my tippie toes
and grab the back of his neck with both of my hands pulling him in. His lips meet mine and the butterflies in my stomach go so crazy i swear i can feel them in my heart. Lucas's hands grab my waist pulling me closer. My hands find his hair as we move towards my bed. God he tastes just as i imagined, if not better. When we reach my bed he takes a seat on it and i straddle his lap. I reach to take his
t-shirt off when he stops me. "What's wrong? I thought you wanted this?" I ask out of breath and confused. " I do but ... I just don't want us to do this and then...I don't want us to just be fuck buddies Jul. I want you to be mine and only mine, i want to be yours and only yours. I want to wake up next to you in the morning. I want to be able to tell people 'Oh you see her? Yeah that gorgeous girl there. She's my girlfriend.' and i want you to be able to do that with me too." Did he really think i would only want to be fuck buddies with him?
"Lucas i never wanted to just be fuck buddies. But we can take it slow if you want to." I give him a quick kiss. " Now do you wanna watch a movie and cuddle?" I ask him with a small smile. "with you? Always."