~Why him~ (READ DESCRIPTION)

Please Forgive me

Why him Finney asks himself, Why did Robin change and go after him to.
Robin changed after getting into highschool, he started hanging out with Finneys bullies and popular kids, Finney didn't understand..Why him.

Robin joined Finneys bullies when they would beat him till he couldn't breath, Finney questioned why him.
Why did he become a Backstabber.

Finney didn't like the things changing, his best friend and love of his life backstabbing him, making him bleed out until he couldn't take it anymore.

Finney walked into the bathroom and into the stall pulling out a sharp metal object from his bag.

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Finney rolled up his sleeve to his already scarred forearm and slid the sharp razor over his scars, cutting deeper each time. Blood drips down his arm onto the bathroom floor, Finney gets closer and closer to his wrist when all of a sudden the bathroom door opens and 4 boys walk in.

Finney hears and puts away the razor and grabs some toilet paper wiping away the blood from his arm and wrapping it around his arm tight making sure it doesn't come undone, the 4 boys are laughing and playing around when they hear someone sniffle from one of the bathroom stalls.

Matty smirks and kicks open the stall door where Finney is, Finney flinches and pulls down his sleeve. Matty notices and grabs him and pulls him out "Well looks like the freak is in here with us, and cutting up his arm like it's a peice of food!" He says shoving Finney to the floor.

The 2 other boys start laughing, Robin Arellano just stands there and chuckles, he walks over and puts out his cigarette on finneys hand making Finney yell in pain. Buzz and Matt grab Finney pulling him up while Matty pulls up finneys sleeve and rips off the toilet paper from his wounds.

Finneys eyes watered, Robin's eyes widen a little. "The freak is actually taking our advice" Matty says laughing, Finney pulls away and runs out of the bathroom. Robin can't help but think 'did I do this?'.

Finney is getting tired. Finney is giving up. Gwen is worried and wants to care for him but Finney won't let her see him like this, Finney won't let Gwen see what's wrong with him.

Finney is writing in his journal about what's going on, and probably what's gonna happen if it keeps continuing.
Gwen sees what's happening but knows she can't do anything which makes her heart shatter, she wants her brother to feel and be better but it keeps getting worse.

Finney walks to school dreading to face his bullies, especially Robin. He wants to yell at him, tell him he's the reason Finney is feeling all of these emotions, scream at him to stop torturing him and to be his best friend again. But he won't ever change his mind, he loved Robin, but now... he hates him, but even if he hates him, deep down he still loves him.

Finney is walking to his next class when he gets pulled into a class room and a hand covering his mouth, he struggles against the person when he hears "Sh sh calm down! It's me" Robin says. Finney calms down but still has his guard up, Robin lets him go out of his hold.

"What do you want" Finney says with venom in his voice, he looks Robin up and down with hatred in his eyes. "I wanted to ask...Why are you doing that to yourself?" Robin asks. Finney looks at him I'm disbelief, is he serious? Has he been on autopilot the whole time he's tortured him? Finney starts laughing with tears in his eyes.

Robin looks at him like he's crazy, Finney laughs until he falls into a chair. Tears falling down his face, not from laughing. But from the pure oblivious state Robin is in, silence is in the air.

But Finney spoke "are you really that stupid Robin?" He croaked out, looking at Robin through his lashes with tears spilling out of his eyes. Robin is confused, he's not stupid he thought.