Fanboy? (Narry)

Chapter 33

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{Chapter 33}
{Niall pov}

I had exactly only 3 days till Harry left for tour. I didn't want to talk about it, I had spent most of my days- when Harry wasn't at rehearsal- with Harry. He kept bringing it up but all I wanted to do was avoid it. I knew in time he would leave and I would become the sappy boyfriend that cried about missing him and so on. I didn't want to be like that though.

"Hey Harry," he turns his gaze from his phone to me.

"Yeah?"

"Do you think we need to break up?" I ask him.

"What? Why?" He panics rushing over and engulfing me into a big hug. "Please don't leave me!" He begs.

I pull away and look at him, "Because you'll leave and forget about me!"

"Like shit I will, no way! I'm your forever and always, until you get tired of me!"

"That'll be a while," I tell him smiling.

"I'm glad," he gives me a kiss. "We need to talk about Friday." But I don't want to...

"Why?"

"Niall, I'm leaving on Friday. You don't want to bring it up or anything!"

"Because I won't see you anymore," I tell him whining. "We still have 2 whole days together! We should focus on that instead of counting down the minuets and hours."

"Ni, we need to talk about this!"

"I don't want to! When you leave you'll have these girls being thrown at you and you will want them instead! You'll forget about me, please just let me cherish the time we have together?"

"Niall, I'm gay. I'm dating you, no one else. I'm not going to forget about you because I love you!" What?

"What do you mean?"

"Niall, I love you! I love every thing about you! I love how you like to run from your problems, I love when you get happy over the littlest things. I love when you laugh and when you smile. I love being the one that makes you feel safe inside, I love the feeling I get around you! I love when you get embarrassed over small things, I love when you tell me simple small things about you that I wouldn't notice if you hadn't told me! I love your small but cuteness that's almost like a button, I love you! I could go on forever if you wanted me too, Ni! But no matter what flaw you point out I'm going to love that flaw just like I love you, I'm in love with you Niall!" I blush and look away, "See! There you go, doing your cute things. Even the smallest things I love," Harry tells me. I can't stop smiling.

"You really mean it?" I ask him.

"I mean every single word," Harry tells me and gives me a kiss.

"Your being all romantic!" I whine and he chuckles deeply making me giggly, "But I love it! I love the feeling I get around you as well, I love you Harry!"

I wouldn't want this moment to change, I wanted to be here in this exact spot forever!

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"I love you!" Harry gives me another kiss.

"I love you more!" I kiss his nose and he pulls away cheesing.

"I love you more!" He says, we've been at this the whole ride to the airport.

"I wish we could run away together." I tell him quietly so no one can hear. But the guy driving hears and he looks pissed at what I said.

"I wish, but I can't let our fans down. Stay with Tyler and you'll be fine." I nod and cuddle into him. I didn't want him to leave. But as we neared the airport things became a blur. I was saying goodbye to harry one minuet then already on the road to Tyler's house in what seems like one minuet but really five minuets.

I didn't want to cry, honestly I didn't! I felt as if half of me was missing. I felt like how you feel after someone breaks up with you. Your confused about your feelings, all you could think about was when he would come back.

I was already counting down the days till I saw him. 3 months, 5 days, 11 hours, 39 minuets and 45 seconds till I saw him.

Okay maybe I was being a little to specific, but I really miss harry already.

A/n

They confessed their love and Harry left omg

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