Him and I (Lewis Hamilton)

Chapter 05

As Lando saw me he hugged me "For the record everyone heard you"

I looked at him "Shit" I think that I have big problems with Lewis now, I couldn't react to Lando's words I just starred him and then I felt someone touched my back I turned and I watched Charles

"Hey sorry for interrupting! Chiara Carlos wants to see you" I raised my eyebrow

"I assume that Carlos said that we both know him!" He sighed

"Yes he didn't! Please come and speak to him he feels completely guilty about what happened and the fact you tell in first of everyone about Leo! He loves you Chiara!"

"No he didn't if he loved me he never said that I want Lewis, my ex and the father of my child! Wants to fuck me and that I'm a whore!" Charles sighed as he didn't know what to answer

" is not so good this moment Charles! Carlos was completely a dick to her! The fact that she didn't want to speak to him it's completely understood! He loves her and she loves him they just need time! BOTH!" Charles smiled at me

"I'm leaving now! If you need anything call me! And forget it the big day tomorrow!" He winked at me and he left

"My sis turns 28!" Lando said and he hugged me

"Love you too!" I was crying and smiling at the same time. I went to Lewis' garage to pick Leo and I was so nervous about his reaction. I went to the garage and I saw Leo playing with Anthony, as Leo saw me he ran to me

"Mum! I played with dad's car when he had he was younger!" I kissed his blonde curly hair

"Really? Where is dad by the way?" Anthony came and he sighed

"In his room" I gave him a smile

"I'm sorry I was so stupid to say things like that and I already have regret them!" Anthony placed his hand on my shoulder

"What you said was amazing because you defended Lewis, your ex, in front of your new boyfriend and Lewis appreciate that so much! He is happy that you defended him against him! Believe me Chiara, Lewis will love you forever!" I gave him a smile and I went to Lewis' room I knocked on the door as I heard Lewis' voice says come in I went in. I closed the door and I started walking slowly to him as he saw me a smile appeared to his face

"Chiara" I sat next to him

"Hi Lewis" I was so nervous I don't know why I came here, Anthony told me that Lewis is happy that I defended him and I'm happy about that. Lewis placed his hands to my cheeks

"Why are you so nervous, my love?" I sighed and I turned my head "What happened? Did I do something wrong?" I sighed once again and I turned my head to him

"You wanted to tell you the real reason about our broke up, I'm here to tell you" I said as I placed my head to his shoulder

"If you don't want to do that that's completely okay!"

"No Lewis, I will" I sighed "I had depression after the pregnancy. The psychologist said that the hormones were too high and that's why I used to cry every time you used to leave me alone and I hated it, I was thinking that it was so bad for Leo watching me cry. So one day I couldn't react to take Leo to my hug because he was crying on his bed I thought it was the best decision. I mean I couldn't take him because I was crying sitting next to his bed" I sighed and I started crying, Lewis immediately hugged me

"Hey babe it's okay..." he kissed my head "I never stopped love you but I didn't know what to do! I'm so sorry" he kissed my head once again "I want to tell you something as well"

November 2018
*Chiara*

"Lando" I said with a crying voice to the other side of the phone

"Chiara honey why are you crying?"

"Please, I want to leave!" I keep crying

"I'm coming!" I hang up the phone and I couldn't hear anymore Leo's crying

"Please babe stop crying! Uncle Lando comes!" I keep crying louder and I just want Lando come! Lewis is in factory and I am alone I can't do this anymore! I hate it! I'm alone and I can't handle anything else!

Lando came 10 minutes later and he ran to Leo's room and he took him to his hug and he sat next time and he hugged me

"I'm here Chiara" I hugged him "Please I want to leave right now!"

"Yeah let's go to mine house" Lando helped me put some clothes to my suitcase and some Leo's to his and then we went to his house.

*Lewis*
"I'm hanging up now Nicolas I arrived home!" I hang up with Nicolas and I unlocked the door

"Chiara babe I'm home!" I looked at the living room she is not there, I went to the kitchen

"Chiara?" Nothing there as well, I went to Leo's bedroom

"Babe, where are you?" Where is she? Maybe she went to the grocery store. I went to our bedroom and I watched a note to our bed

Lewis,
I'm sorry for leaving. I want to tell you that I am to Lando's and I'm fine. I just want to break up because you deserve someone that can support you more and I can't do that...I'll always love you...
Kisses, Chiara

What? She broke up with me? Why? I sat on the bed and I placed my hands on my head and I started crying. Why did she do that? I love her so much and I cannot live without her! I put out the small box from my pocket and I opened it. I was going to propose on her and she left me...

Back to July 2021
*Chiara*
"What?" I stared at him in shock

"I was going to propose on you" Lewis took out from his pocket a small box and he gave it to me "You deserve it" I opened and I watched an amazing diamond ring

"Lewis it's amazing but I can't take it" I gave it to him but he gave he pushed my hand

"No you deserve it. This is something that you can understand that I love you and I always will"