Eddie Redmayne

Dont Say That! ( weight insecurity read at toir own risk!)

A/n: more and more people are reading my stories!!! Omg I never thought that it would get any views! Tysm!

You were begging for this day to never come but here we are... it was 6:00 am and you slept in an extra hour. All you woke up to Eddie opening the curtains and singing . You fluttered your eyes open to see eddie.

"Come on, your gonna be late!" He said giving you a side smile of his. "I needed to come in to check on your because I thought that you were dead." He laughed pulling the cover off of you exposing your in your pajamas.

You immediately crossed your arms over your middle trying to prevent Eddie seeing your chubby self. You rushed to put your robe on and pushed him out, playfully of course. Once you got ready and did everything you needed to do, you decided to skip breakfast because you didn't want to be told off for being late. You weren't that hungry anyways. You didn't like the way you looked so I mean you thought it was a bonus. You got to the location by taxi and placed your bag next to Eddie's, as usual. You walked into the set where you are going to be shooting this specific scene that you didn't want to ever do. Your heart was racing, your face froze and you were unresponsive for a while. You woke from your fantasy when you heard your make up artist calling you

"y/n! Time to get ready for the scene!" She said leading you to your chair. Your face flustered as you saw Eddie in the chair next to you because your shared rooms.

"Hey y/n!" Eddie greeted you. I've been a little nervous but it's okay I guess" He said to you with his eyes closed as his make up artist put powder on his eyelids.

"Yeah...I hope it turns out well." You said back in order to not seem too suspicious. You keep on hearing Eddie giggle next to you and his make up artist laughing with him and talking him to stop moving.

"What's so funny?" You asked now getting your brows done.

"It's this specific brush that they use on my nose.It tickles" He giggled.

"They don't tickle me." You simply stated.

"Maybe your used to it" he said scrunching his nose.

"Right y/n your all good to go." Your make up artist said as she cleared the way for you to get passed.

"Thank you" you said to them.

"See ya later spaghetti!" You giggled. "Really spaghetti?!"Eddie laughed. You walked out of the room waiting for Eddie to step out. You were in a slightly cropped top with a pair of sweats on. You started to overthink everything that could go wrong. You zoned out for an about 3 minutes.Maybe he'll feel my stomach? Or maybe he'll see what size I really am? Your mind went into panic mode. Where as Eddie stepped out quietly and he crept behind you. He slammed his hands on your shoulders scaring you.

"GOOD LORD!" You shrieked snaking his arm playfully . "I SWEAR MY SOUL LEFT MY BODY!" You exclaimed as he hugged you from behind as a sorry. He lifted you up causing you to yelp in suprise and placed you gently on the bed beneath him. He slowly crawled on top of you and pinned one of your hands above your head leaving the other one to grab his waist.

"Are you ready y/n?" Eddie asked looking a little worried at you because he saw your facial expressions that were telling you weren't comfortable . You slightly nodded.

"Are you oka-" he attempted to ask but got cut off the director.

"3..2..1..ACTION!" He shouted. Eddie leaned closer into your as his skin slightly scratched yours. His breath tickled your neck as you grabbed his waist pulling his closer and he grabbed the back of your neck and kissed you passionately. The one hand you had free, you used to fiddle with his curls. His face was now dug into your collar bone. He slowly stopped having grip on your arm and slid his fingers down your arm all the way down to your stomach. You slightly flinched at the ticklish sensations trying to keep the laughter in. Eddie felt that your were trying to laugh and looked to you with a smile. His hands grabbed your waist. This is where you felt insecure. Your smile faded and started to know that he was feeling your stomach rolls. Your heart began to beat faster and faster my the second. You knew it was all meant to be like that but your couldn't help to think that he'll think that your overweight and that you should loose a bit .

"CUT!" The director yelled. Eddie held your waist in place and panted ever so slightly.

"AMAZING FOLKS!" He yelled happily. Hot tears were threatening to fall. Eddie saw this. You quickly grabbed his arms off of you and pushed him to the side, grabbing his robe accidentally and heading to your bedroom that you shared with him. Eddie was left in confusion. Was it something he did? He thought. He grabbed your robe and followed you. You heard someone shouting you name down the corridors. You shut the door behind you tears starting to fall and sobs escaping your lips. You slammed yourself on your bed and couldn't help but overthink. You heard a soft knock on the door.

"Y/n I know your in there..." someone said through the door.

"I'm not decent!" You yelled hoping that he'll go away.

"You are decent y/n" he said opening the door to see you crying in your pillows on you bed. He walked up to you and sat down beside you. He placed his hand on your back, stroking it gently.

"Did I do something?" He asked you nervously. You shook your head with your breath hiccuping. He slid on hand under your head and one just around your waist to get you sitting up straight. He pressed your face into his chest and used on arm to rub small circle on your back to soothe you. He looked at your red and tear stained face and just pouted at the sight of you crying over something that he doesn't know.

"Please tell me what's wrong then. I really want to help." He whispered gently moving the hair out of your face. You covered your face again unable to look at him in the eyes.

"Please look at me y/n.." he said softly as he kissed your head. You glanced up at him sniffling.

"I'm fat" you simply said as more tears and sobs escaped.

"What?! Who told you that?" He questioned hushing you again to get you to calm down. Again.

"I just know it. I hate the way I look. Just look at me! I'm a mess! You felt my stomach and I just want to - " You cried into his chest hiccuping between every word.

"Y/n, you're hyperventilating...copy my breathing..." he said gently holding your hands. You copied his breathing and calmed down a while after.

"Feeling better now " He asked. You nodded against his chest. You looked at him and saw that he was wearing your robe. You giggled.

"What's so funny, huh?" He mumbled looking down at you.

"Why are you wearing my robe?" You asked smiling widely.

"Ermmm...well maybe because your wearing mine?" He answered.

"Oh yeah" you giggled. " your is so much softer than mine. You laughed holding him close. "Yours is too short for me" he giggled. He pulled you in closer resting his chin on your head. "Your perfect the way you are y/n, don't think otherwise." He whispered rubbing your back. "Thank you" you sniffled. "Ugh! You groaned. "I just got my make up done" you scoffed getting up slowly to get to the mirror.
. "How come you haven't flashed anyone yet?" You laugh. "I actually have no clue." He smiled back chuckling.

A/n: hoped you liked this! This was very easy to imagine in my mind but please so leave support 🫶🏻