My Lovey Life

New start?

After facing heart breaks, betrayal, ignored what else not? All these stops worrying me at all... Now i was just chill and happy with my single life..... But again little did i know that my life was bringing some new twists!

I had completed my 10th exams and the results were also declared.... I scored pretty good marks and taked addmission in one of our cities college......

It was my first day in college were i was too nervous bout the environment, new peoples, new teachers etc etc....

So the first day went So So. And i was back home. The next day i get ready and went to college again with my two partners (my school besties). As the first lecture started, i was sitting at the first bench and i turned around to look at the students ahem (p.s boys). All the guys looked pretty nice to me but there was a guy who caught my attention in the whole classroom....

Like when I entered college and slowly started to introduce myself to everyone and you'll not gonna believe but all the guys of my classroom were started drowning over me but that one guy never gived me attention and i also just ignored him... Like who cares?.

Days turned into weeks and it was the second week of my college when i was back home i was scrolling through my Instagram when i get a new follower.... I tapped at the accnt but there was no photos but some random gaming reels..... But in his followings i found our classmates and i thought it maybe one of them......

After stalking a bit i found out that it was THAT GUY! who ignored me ahhh i mean one of my classmate....And it felt kind of strange that he followed me coz i still remember he never gave me any sign or anything in class.

After two days i guess....he randomly replied to one of my story and i was kinda shocked also....well he messaged me a 'Hii' first and i also replied with a simple 'hello' and from that our conversation got started.

Like after talking with him i feels something.... It was something bout him that attracted me. But i was keeping no hopes and expectations coz I've learned a lot from my past. So i wanted to keep it simple with him also.

And if i describe his looks thn.....He was tall af like at least 180cm. He wear specs and like one perfect word to describe his looks was 'Nerd'! Yess he did look like a nerd student who only came to college for study nothing else but but but he was all opposite to it.... tbh he looked kinda dominant and cute at the same time.

The guy was really funny in nature and kinda introvert also but his vibe matched with me completely.... We used to talk late night on IG and used to laugh at each other..... And idk why but slowly slowly i was feeling something for him but i was not sure bout it.... And i knew that he is not interested in me....but still idk why but my heartbeat becomes fast whenever i saw his texts etc....

And out of blue idk why i started feeling jealous and angry coz it's been almost a month of me joining college and sitting in the same row with the boy but still he gives me 0% attention...like broh he don't even spare a look on me and it was getting on my nerves.

Yet i keep 0% expectation from everyone.

You know nah expectations always hurts?